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Time for an update.

I've been house sitting for my cousin since Saturday and it's been really good. I've had a lot of time to sit and reflect on things and it's helped me with this funk I've been in.

I got back in the gym today for the first time since everything started going down with my dad while he was in Libya and had a moment of clarity that blew me away. I was on the treadmill and it just hit me like a ton of bricks. It's time to start worrying about everything. Even though my life isn't exactly where I want it to be, it's not that bad. I have a lot of amazing people in my life that I am grateful for and I am on the path that I need to be on. Even though I don't know where the path leads at this moment it's ok. It will take me where I am supposed to be.

Now, I'm not being unrealistic. I know that I will have bad days and times where I get down, but, I'm not going to let them knock me down as hard or as long as they have in the past.

The only thing left to say is to anyone thats willing to join me on this ride; be ready and hold on cause this is gonna be fun.