Ok, well I can write this on here, cause I only know 2 ppl irl who are on here...
So today is my birthday, which isn't a huge deal to me... BUT (yes you knew it was coming... and yes it does make it sound like my birthday is a big deal to me... maybe it is) I think its funny that tons of people, who don't really know me, or who I'm not close with anymore for whatever reason, have called, emailed, facebooked, or whatever, to say happy birthday.
The thing I don't get, and is rather pathetic because I expected it, is that my so called "best friends," have not (and I mean not one of them), said a damn word. Truly, its not the fact that its my birthday that bothers me about it... its the fact that I knew it was going to be like this.
For some reason I make friends with incredibly self centered people. Not that they are bad people... I love my friends to death.. they are the only real family I have. But, I don't know whether to be disappointed in myself, for "expecting" not to hear from them, or them, for never being the types of people to go out of their way for anyone.
**Sidebar: For the first time in 6 years my parents and sister called me to say happy birthday, on my birthday (most years they forget or get the day wrong)**
See these kinds of thoughts.. my warped views on life... whatever.. are the reason I hate birthdays, and holidays (I know kinda redundant since some of you consider my birthday a religious holiday
)
But seriously.. nothin?
Anyway, just kinda wanted to vent that in a fairly safe place
hakuna matata
Tig
So today is my birthday, which isn't a huge deal to me... BUT (yes you knew it was coming... and yes it does make it sound like my birthday is a big deal to me... maybe it is) I think its funny that tons of people, who don't really know me, or who I'm not close with anymore for whatever reason, have called, emailed, facebooked, or whatever, to say happy birthday.
The thing I don't get, and is rather pathetic because I expected it, is that my so called "best friends," have not (and I mean not one of them), said a damn word. Truly, its not the fact that its my birthday that bothers me about it... its the fact that I knew it was going to be like this.
For some reason I make friends with incredibly self centered people. Not that they are bad people... I love my friends to death.. they are the only real family I have. But, I don't know whether to be disappointed in myself, for "expecting" not to hear from them, or them, for never being the types of people to go out of their way for anyone.
**Sidebar: For the first time in 6 years my parents and sister called me to say happy birthday, on my birthday (most years they forget or get the day wrong)**
See these kinds of thoughts.. my warped views on life... whatever.. are the reason I hate birthdays, and holidays (I know kinda redundant since some of you consider my birthday a religious holiday
)
But seriously.. nothin?
Anyway, just kinda wanted to vent that in a fairly safe place
hakuna matata
Tig