sorry i haven't been around lately. i'm still unemployed, so my internet/cable got shut off. i get all twitchy and cranky when i don't have internet access. it's sad how much i depend on technology.
gimix is being deployed soon. this breaks my heart. i really wish he didn't have to go, but he does.
i've finally (sorta) figured out my boy issues: i date... Read More
- i'm happy...and it scares me.
- i hate having to drive across town up to five days a week to see a doctor. wasting gas blows.
- my hair is being unruly. i am not pleased.
- i'm still unemployed
- i was supposed to be going to c-bus today to shoot my set, but i haven't heard from the photographer in two weeks.... Read More
-i had a few cavities filled today.
-i'm still unemployed.
-i need to find a way to tell the current boy that the sex is not as spectacular for me as it is for him.
FUN:
-re-dyed my hair. now it's back to blue, instead of an awkward teal-ish color.
-i lost four lbs, which is good, as i had recently gained five.... Read More
havana was a BLAST!
i made new friends, hung out with old friends, and watched my ex strike out all night. okay, that last part shouldn't be funny, but it still kinda is. i love the boy, but he's not usually lucky in love (obviously!).
also, i FINALLY got an appointment with AlissaBrunelli. i am SO ridiculously excited about this
awwww....bless you my dear i may have some free time on tuesday for such maybe...if that'd work for you...let me know & i'll make sure & get back to you...
Hey did you make it home OK?? I was worried.. I kept getting this picture of you broken down miles from home!! It was nice seeing you last night!! Our gang needs to get together again before it gets cold!
i get drunk at the bar. it's my thursday ritual. last night was no exception.
one of my friends also gets drunk at the bar every thursday. she also has a huge crush on me, which is awesome, except that i'm still not over the boy and even if i were, i'm not 100% sure i'm ready to date a chick.
ooohh...too bad i wasn't there thursday....cuz i just want to make out with you,not date you ...hehehe...i'm just kiddin babe..you're wonderful & you should know that...and the only reason that boy talks in such ways is that he's tryin to convince himself he's over you when he's clearly not...that's what i think anyways...cuz he'd be stupid if he truly were and yes...we both need to move beyond sad pandaness & realize how awesome we are....and be awesome together soon
you are awesome, you should know that! lets hang out sometime!!! stop letting those boys get ya all down, you don't deserve that! and its their loss, not yours!!!
so, the boy and i broke up again. which is fine, except for that part where he's ready to date other people. i, however, am not. see, we can't date, but we can't stand to be apart. i realize this is crazy, but i have no idea what to do.
also, i am broke. i finally got a new job, but... Read More
Sorry to here you and the brat broke up you say you want
"will some skinny, 20-something, nerdy, tattooed, emo boy please come stick it in me? "
well I am not in my 20s, I am not nerdy, I am not emo and I wont stick it in you but me and Pammy are both Tattooed and if you ever want to just get away for a day or two your welcome over here anytime
i'm sick of paying for the mistakes of prior girlfriends. i'm sick of the way he manages to aviod acknowledging how well i treat him. i'm sick of him not appreciating me.
so i told him.
he yelled, i cried.
we're better, sort of...but i'm not sure if we're still together. we're spending the next day or... Read More
i may have some free time on tuesday for such maybe...if that'd work for you...let me know & i'll make sure & get back to you... 
...hehehe...i'm just kiddin babe..you're wonderful & you should know that...and the only reason that boy talks in such ways is that he's tryin to convince himself he's over you when he's clearly not...that's what i think anyways...cuz he'd be stupid if he truly were 
Tommy 
oh and i'm gonna be messaging you soon about setting up a new shoot!
yay!