ohio sucks a little bit more now. Elsie passed away.
it's taken me a few days to really wrap my mind around things. i'm mad at myself for not getting to know her better. i'm mad at the universe for ending her life so soon. i'm mad at the doctors who couldn't control her pain...and i'm scared, because they can't control mine either.
a beautifully artistic girl has lost her life and i've learned a lesson. fibromyalgia is incurable, but that doesn't mean i should keep avoiding treatment. i'm going to find a safe way to manage this.
keep singing, Elsie. thank you.
it's taken me a few days to really wrap my mind around things. i'm mad at myself for not getting to know her better. i'm mad at the universe for ending her life so soon. i'm mad at the doctors who couldn't control her pain...and i'm scared, because they can't control mine either.
a beautifully artistic girl has lost her life and i've learned a lesson. fibromyalgia is incurable, but that doesn't mean i should keep avoiding treatment. i'm going to find a safe way to manage this.
keep singing, Elsie. thank you.
...please take care of yourself, hun.
xo
and i keep changing my mind a million times.
i know there will be a bunch of other people dressed up as alice.... but oh well.
its my favorite.
what ideas do you have?