_tesko

NOT FUN:

-i had a few cavities filled today.
-i'm still unemployed.
-i need to find a way to tell the current boy that the sex is not as spectacular for me as it is for him.

FUN:

-re-dyed my hair. now it's back to blue, instead of an awkward teal-ish color.
-i lost four lbs, which is good, as i had recently gained five.
-i have a HUGE crush on a member here, but he lives hundreds of miles away, so we'll stick to flirting.

OTHER:

-the previous boy and i still have feelings for each other, but neither or us is willing to talk about it. i'm worried i'm just with the current boy to fill the void and keep me occupied until the previous one wants me back. i'm also worried that i'm just over-analyzing this whole situation, which i am prone to doing. maybe i'm overthinking this because i'm not used to being happy. hmmm....