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Friday Aug 24, 2007

Aug 24, 2007
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i get drunk at the bar. it's my thursday ritual. last night was no exception.

one of my friends also gets drunk at the bar every thursday. she also has a huge crush on me, which is awesome, except that i'm still not over the boy and even if i were, i'm not 100% sure i'm ready to date a chick.

speaking of the boy: i thought i was over him, really, i did; but today, at work, he kept talking about how "smokin hot" some of his ex's were, and it made me feel like i wasn't as pretty as those girls, and thats part of why he got over me so fast.
i hate how insecure i let him make me feel. blackeyed

speaking of insecure: i hate that some chicks can be unattractive, cheating whores and the most amazing, genuine guy will love them far more than they deserve; but i'm not hideous, or a cheating whore, and i've had nothing but shitty boyfriends.mad

moving on...

i need to change. i need to get my shit together. i'm so tired of being sad and pouty and emo all the time.

i love me. you should too.


in other news...

i'm so far beyond ready to shoot my first set, i feeli like i'm gonna explode! it should not be so hard to find someone to take some spectacular nakie pictures of me. i really wish AlissaBrunelli weren't so busy. i'd love to get nakie for her! oh well, the hunt for a photographer continues...



hearts and stars,

ashley

ps.-- does anyone know what happened to TikkiMonster? he just went gray all of a sudden. hmmm...
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
candykydfairy:
ooohh...too bad i wasn't there thursday....cuz i just want to make out with you,not date you tongue ...hehehe...i'm just kiddin babe..you're wonderful & you should know that...and the only reason that boy talks in such ways is that he's tryin to convince himself he's over you when he's clearly not...that's what i think anyways...cuz he'd be stupid if he truly were smile and yes...we both need to move beyond sad pandaness & realize how awesome we are....and be awesome together soon ARRR!!! skull ARRR!!!
Aug 25, 2007
punknitemike:
you are awesome, you should know that! lets hang out sometime!!! stop letting those boys get ya all down, you don't deserve that! and its their loss, not yours!!!
Aug 25, 2007

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