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holy crap i'm 21!

it's finally my birthday.

tonight is going to be nuts.

i joined the equal oppornudity group for about ten minutes today. i got in, looked around, and was severely disappointed. i'm really tired of joining groups that are suppossed to be focused on self-acceptance and beauty only to find a bunch of fat women whining about how SG won't accept them because of their weight.

newsflash ladies: lose some weight or learn to love it....
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vaya con dios nipple rings. it was fun while it lasted.

in other news, this hopeful thing is harder than expected. i didn't know it would be this hard to get someone to take my picture. i think i'm going to need to keep a running list of photographers i've contacted who haven't replied. that way i won't contact them more than once.

holy crap i have been so busy!

update:

x-mas sucked
new years sucked
i might be pregnant, which sucks
i just (as in, earlier today) moved back to ohio. i'm not sure if this sucks yet, i'll keep you posted.

there is, however, good news: i turn 21 in 21 days. f'reals

my nether-region has been woefully neglected as of late.

it should not be this hard to find good, no strings attached sex.

i still can't decide which one i like better:




OR

holy jeebus! could i be any more busy?

there's alot of stuff in my head, but i don't have time to pour it out (stupid 5 am shift).

soon, there will be pictures of me at halloween and me wasted out of my mind at my roommates birthday.

i need to find more non-skeevy photogs to email.

holy crap i got my nipples pierced today!

i've got to work on finding a photographer. seriously.


in other news:

things are perpetually crazy.

there's been lots of drama and i feel more coming.

i've been working a spectacular amount of hours and i don't sleep much.

i've met some amazing people as well as some people i would just as soon forget.

i've learned...
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my heart hurts.

i hate feeling like this.

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holy crap i went on a date last night! (seriously, guys never show an interest in me, so this is a big fucking deal)

i went on a date last night and he is amazing!






p.s.-- i feel like my model application is going to waste. i need to find a photographer and get the ball rolling.

sorry kids. apparently, when you move to a different state the same week your debit card expires, the bank takes its' dear, sweet time sending the replacement to your new address.

in other news:

things are still crazy, but in new and different ways. i've got lots to tell but no time to tell it.

soon, i promise.

consider the castle stormed!

i've been in orlando for a few days now. things are nuts and my internet connection is being all sorts of wonky.

i think it'll be a another week or so until i really feel at home here, but i think i'll make it alright...