just a note about this entry:
if you are my friend chances are you read my journals and know I'm not usually like this
if you are not my friend and are just coming here to get an idea about who i am read some of my previous entries, this isn't who i am, i don't want this to be your first impression of me.......
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if you are my friend chances are you read my journals and know I'm not usually like this
if you are not my friend and are just coming here to get an idea about who i am read some of my previous entries, this isn't who i am, i don't want this to be your first impression of me.......
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masaba:
i don't have a countdown for when i quit my job....just waiting for the day when i win the lottery 
the_mad_monk:
That's cool, you're going back to school, So is your BF going to work while you go?
ive been on this computer so long my eyes are square
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dreamarie:
i know the feeling
fieldofdepth:
Welcome to the Pen Pals group! Post you contact info in the addy thread and go buy some stamps! 
i so don't want to go to work tomorrow i could throw up
i need to quit, like now
aaarrgh
i knew the vacation was only going to prolong my feelings of discomfort. now the only thing i have to look forward to is getting clean so i can get a new job.
not exactly as fun as looking forward to vacation.
coming as soon...
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i need to quit, like now
aaarrgh
i knew the vacation was only going to prolong my feelings of discomfort. now the only thing i have to look forward to is getting clean so i can get a new job.
not exactly as fun as looking forward to vacation.
coming as soon...
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user209834982:
i dont want to go to work, ever.
masaba:
i hate my job too.....that's why i play the lotto!
im feeling much better, thanks for everyone's support
i just have to work today and then i go on vacation, im so excited, pictures will be taken.
oh and i had to close my acct in order to use the year subscription that i got as a christmas gift so if i disappear for awhile dont fret.
i just have to work today and then i go on vacation, im so excited, pictures will be taken.
oh and i had to close my acct in order to use the year subscription that i got as a christmas gift so if i disappear for awhile dont fret.
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jena:
What is that girl's username? B/c I believe she offered $ for another "auction" of mine meanwhile remember the first time I posted the LDDs and just NEVER heard from her again? Bummer!
$15 for Calico. And I will be sad to see her go, but you will love her. Do you want the mini-coffins with the nooses or should I just remove the nooses and toss the coffins? I have no problems waiting on your check, duh! Also, whenever you pay up if you're down, I will take everything to the post office to get the most accurate shipping rate before doing anything. This will be my first experience selling one of the big'ins!
Have a good weekend.
$15 for Calico. And I will be sad to see her go, but you will love her. Do you want the mini-coffins with the nooses or should I just remove the nooses and toss the coffins? I have no problems waiting on your check, duh! Also, whenever you pay up if you're down, I will take everything to the post office to get the most accurate shipping rate before doing anything. This will be my first experience selling one of the big'ins!
Have a good weekend.
dreamarie:
I'm glad your not grey anymore
I'm still alive, barely
Ive been ill, very ill
and now though I'm getting better I'm also getting worse. Ive been having really bad panic attacks, the worst the other night when i couldn't breathe, my throat closed and it felt as though someone were choking me, it was so scary.
i started taking my anti depressants again to see if that helps while i...
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Ive been ill, very ill
and now though I'm getting better I'm also getting worse. Ive been having really bad panic attacks, the worst the other night when i couldn't breathe, my throat closed and it felt as though someone were choking me, it was so scary.
i started taking my anti depressants again to see if that helps while i...
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machfive:
I get the serious major panic attacks, so I know exactly how you feel. I was hospitalized once because I had one that lasted 3 weeks (no shit), and stopped eating for 5 days 
Thankfully those days are behind me, and they'll be behind you too - it does get better with time. I still get 'em, but small doses of tranquilizers work very well.
Just because I'm concerned - make sure to ask your doc before taking anti-depressants for panic attacks, or ask for another opinion. Anti-depressants hype you up and that can be real bad for panic, paradoxically!
Thankfully those days are behind me, and they'll be behind you too - it does get better with time. I still get 'em, but small doses of tranquilizers work very well.
Just because I'm concerned - make sure to ask your doc before taking anti-depressants for panic attacks, or ask for another opinion. Anti-depressants hype you up and that can be real bad for panic, paradoxically!
machfive:
Lomo is sexy russian deadstock camera! Red communist lens is bizarre and warped and so takes exceptionally vivid pictures that burst with color love for Lenin! Da, comrade!
Hope you are feeling better today, though I know it must be hard since it's the weekend. There's nothing worth than feeling panicky and then having some stupid shit like Easter where it's guaranteed that no one will be open. Just remember that if you feel really awful you can always go to the ER.
Hope you are feeling better today, though I know it must be hard since it's the weekend. There's nothing worth than feeling panicky and then having some stupid shit like Easter where it's guaranteed that no one will be open. Just remember that if you feel really awful you can always go to the ER.
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jena:
I found a 4th noose, I'm almost certain of it. I will check this weekend. Silly, you didn't refresh me as to your PayPal address!
The purple dreadlocked dollie is Calico, and she isn't hard to find. I was brushing up on some other dolls I wanted and it's shocking how rare even certain recent ones have become, oh well. I think some of the pricing really takes the fun out of collecting, I dunno. It's not like these things are THAT incredible, give me a break...release them a little while longer.
Well we only have one kitten...one strong survivor! Mama is currently snuggled into her...it's so sweet.
The purple dreadlocked dollie is Calico, and she isn't hard to find. I was brushing up on some other dolls I wanted and it's shocking how rare even certain recent ones have become, oh well. I think some of the pricing really takes the fun out of collecting, I dunno. It's not like these things are THAT incredible, give me a break...release them a little while longer.
Well we only have one kitten...one strong survivor! Mama is currently snuggled into her...it's so sweet.
jena:
I defintely have 4. I'm going to keep a buck to ship all and I'll refund you as soon as I do. Didn't you send me $10? Let's make sure.
I know I'm going to find those bitches the second we do this.
I know I'm going to find those bitches the second we do this.
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tarnish:
would you mind if I used that pic of your tatt as the group header for a bit?
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user209834982:
awsome!
Im better now, or at least im trying
"Mad World"
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny...
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"Mad World"
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny...
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jena:
Oooooooh Donnie Darko!!!! 
One of my fave movies.
How are you love? I have begun cleaning my room today so I am hoping to find the bitches. Dammit they are so small!!! And I want to find that shirt to give you!
One of my fave movies.
How are you love? I have begun cleaning my room today so I am hoping to find the bitches. Dammit they are so small!!! And I want to find that shirt to give you!
jena:
Oh fuck girl, I locked myself out for over 5 hours a month ago and had to knock on my EX'S door to help me with a phone to get me back in, it was horrible!!! But he's history now.
Listen, resend me your address for when I get paid this month (in like 2 weeks) b/c I want to send you the TOrrid shirt early. I also found some nooses and I can't believe I can't find the dolls right now, I must've hid them really well! If I can't though you know I'm going to refund you in full. The shirt will cost me nothing to send and it WILL fit you and it's so pretty! It's pink with stars all over it and has a really sexy cut.
Stay strong sister!!!
Do the Bellamia!!! Baby Scrowl says HOLD ON BE STRONG!!! Fuck the keys!!!!
Listen, resend me your address for when I get paid this month (in like 2 weeks) b/c I want to send you the TOrrid shirt early. I also found some nooses and I can't believe I can't find the dolls right now, I must've hid them really well! If I can't though you know I'm going to refund you in full. The shirt will cost me nothing to send and it WILL fit you and it's so pretty! It's pink with stars all over it and has a really sexy cut.
Stay strong sister!!!
Do the Bellamia!!! Baby Scrowl says HOLD ON BE STRONG!!! Fuck the keys!!!!
Ill be gone for a few days, dont wait up
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jena:
Just checking in again (no, I am not neurotic at all!) to let you know I haven't forgotten you. Is everything alright?
P.S. Do you do pink? I'd like to send you a shirt when I find the dolls-the one from Torrid I told you about. Tags still on it.
P.S. Do you do pink? I'd like to send you a shirt when I find the dolls-the one from Torrid I told you about. Tags still on it.
jena:
Ahhh, remember I reported Lourdes went missing over amonth ago? Well the ho came back preggers. 
My new roommie has already said he would like to consider adopting one of her babies-YES!!! We can have a new kitten!
Trash picking=radness!!!! My home has been richly furnished this way...ohhh I can't believe your mom found such an expensive working vacuum! So cool. We don't need one here due to hard wood floors.
YES you need to go thrifting soon! 
Me too. That's my fave shopping pastime of course...if I ever have an overload of coffee cups (which is often at times) I should send you some!
Still searching for the dollies. See, I know I HID them so they would stay safe. Fuck me!
My new roommie has already said he would like to consider adopting one of her babies-YES!!! We can have a new kitten!
Trash picking=radness!!!!
My home has been richly furnished this way...ohhh I can't believe your mom found such an expensive working vacuum! So cool. We don't need one here due to hard wood floors.
YES you need to go thrifting soon!
Me too. That's my fave shopping pastime of course...if I ever have an overload of coffee cups (which is often at times) I should send you some!
Still searching for the dollies. See, I know I HID them so they would stay safe. Fuck me!
Yeah I know what you mean about not wanting more pills. Seems that is the thing to do for any kind of pysch problem though... Depressed? Here are some pills! Anxious? Here are some other pills! Trouble sleeping? Here are even other pills! Oh wait, too many weird side effects from all those pills? Here are some other pills!
Least that seems to be the way it goes for me....
I hope things are cooling off. I'm in a fray myself. It's just always something.