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im so angry im making myself sick
a few weeks ago my friend crystal had a bad expierence with a guy. he invited her over, turned out the lights, and took advantage of her. of course she let him, she went over there, she didnt say no, she didnt leave. when he was done he knew she was upset and he offered her money.
now crystals best friend becca is sleeping with this guy
WHAT THE FUCK
i am dumbfounded
even if its a misunderstanding
even if she is desperate
what the hell is she thinking?
it wasnt rape but crystal FELT raped
she felt used and taken advantage of
it wont stand up in court but it MATTERS
if you wouldnt date your friends ex why would you date someone who hurt them so badly
shes not dating him though
shes just sleeping with him
letting him use her like he used crystal
im mad that she would hurt crystal like that
im mad she thinks so little of herself
i just wanna scream and shout and shake the shit out of her
i want to beat the living shit out of this guy who thinks so little of my friends
even if they do start dating is she gonna expect me and crystal to hang out with this shit head?
i want to nail him to a wall
but i cant do anything
im helpless
so im just gonna get stoned