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Oaky so I really should be finishing the choroegraphy to the dance I have to have finished by tomorrow morning but instead I am here venting as usual...*sigh*

I guess it'd be a good idea to elaborate on my Cali trip. We drove out there in a good amount of time and the first stop we made was our hotel, then the beach!! Hell freakin...
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Well, I'm home. And I truly couldn't be less enthused about that sad fact. Right now I would do anything just to go back to California. Huntington Beach is my home, not Arizona. That was solidified as truth in my head over this vacation. There is no doubt in my mind that I belong there and need to be there ASAP! I basically changed my...
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delores:
confused
i understand the feeling dearest...
but you're still a crackhead. tongue
delores:
damn double post. EL SUICIDO LOCO

[Edited on Oct 16, 2005 1:31AM]
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I LEAVE FOR CALI IN A MATTER OF FUCKING HOURS!!!!! tongue tongue tongue tongue tongue tongue tongue tongue tongue tongue tongue tongue tongue tongue
Okay I had to get that outta my system! I am so stoked. Now an update of the last few days...
So, on Saturday I worked late and then Kyle picked me up around 11 and we went to a party. We only stayed for alittle while cuz it was pretty weak and I was...
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agentstrange:
Have a great trip
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*Sigh* I think I might die now. I will elaborate....

So yesterday, I came home from school and did some shit around the house. Then Delores' best friend Kristin picked me up so we could go buy her some sweet ass birthday gifts. That was fun. I did however buy a pair of jeans (as if I actually needed them!!) and now have buyer's...
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agentstrange:
A Monster and too many cigarettes.... sounds like my patented "coffee and cigarettes- induced heart-explosion technique" i perfected working graveyard shifts.

It's good to hear that you found someone awesome that you really like and that also makes you happy. As to getting used to being really happy, its the best, isn't it? biggrin
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IT'S DELORES' BIRTHDAY!!! WHOO HOO!!!! I am so stoked for that!! I love you big sis!!! Well, it's only like 6:45
in the damn morning so nothing has happened yet today. But I do have some VERY disappointing news, Kyle is not goin to Cali with me. I am so beyond upset about that. His parental unit went all apeshit and whatnot so it's...
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thedarkness:
Sorry to hear that he is not going to accompany you on the trip. frown
delores:
i'm sorry lovey... but when you get back it will be even better cause "i miss you sex" is great too...

maybe not as good as birthday sex, which i had about 4 hours before you made your post...hehe...good shit right there
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Hi Ho!!! Haha this was such a good day!! Shit, this whole I dunno how long, like this weekedn was awesome, this week is goin well. All I can say is WOW!!!! First of all, Kyle said I love you!! eeek I know right!! I was like what the fuck do I say. I didn't say it back because I didn't know if he meant it...
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presence:
dahum thats alot of good shite..have fun in cali and with miss sexxiee herselfl Delores ..i wish i was at that party kiss
delores:
i love you but you are such a little weirdo....maybe that's why i love you.

get me good presents
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That is how I've been all day. I have been crying all fucking day and it sucks. This morning, during my first hour, i had just gotten done running the mile cuz we had to for dance. Alex (my best friend) wasn't there cuz hse was late and couldn't get to class. So, she met up with me when I was done running. We were...
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delores:
you are 18. you do not need to know what you're going to do w/ the rest of your life. i'm fucking almost 22 and i have NO CLUE what i want to do with my life.
right out of high school i was thinking about FIDM myself, it was down between there and AI of Seattle... as you know those plans all fell through and i'm still stuck here...but hey, if i'd gone to Seattle (as my plan was) and went to design school, then we would never have become friends...so there. tongue
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thedarkness:
Thank you for the addition girl.
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Damn...it's been a while. I have been so fucking busy it's ridiculous. Last week was kinda crazy. BUT!!! I did have some amazing sex three times so that pretty much made all well. It was seriously AWESOME. Stella was a very happy girl thats for sure. So other stuff happened but I don't remember what that stuff was whatever confused Damn my memory. Ummm...this weekedn, i saw...
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delores:
yeah, i'm speaking from experience. dont get super attatched. look what happend to me and ryan? best fucking friends, amazing sex all the time, and i had to go and get attatched whatever
relationships are good and everything, but if you're happy with how it is now, dont fucking go and ruin it.
i just never want to see you as unhappy as this bullshit has made me.
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*Yawn* Once again I am tired. What the hell. It's so pathetic how I can't stay up late anymore. For example, on Tuesday night, I got on the phone with my friend Michael at 9:45 when I got home from work and then we talked until 3 a.m Wednesday morning. The on Wednesday i had to wake up at 6:30 so that was like 3...
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thedarkness:

Then there's the ever-present Derek. He is just one big source of frustration for me. Mostly sexual frustration haha but still! We've been reverting back to our old selves lately and it's good but we all know it won't last for long. Shit I don't even care, I just wanna fuck him. I wanna fuck him soooooo bad! *Sigh* Oh well I'm sure it'll happen soon enough.



What is stopping you?

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Hmmm...Life throws some interesting fucking curves at me. I don't even know sometimes. Last nite, I was talking to my friend Michael. He is absolutely fucking adorable. I have a little thing for him and have had one since I first met him. Anyways, we were just texting at first but then he said to call him so we started talkin on the phone. We...
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presence:
your headed to detroit..road head will be recieved upon arrival
delores:
shocked
should i be upset cause that's my lil' sister you're talking to or because i want the road head for myself?
bok