_stella_

Damn...it's been a while. I have been so fucking busy it's ridiculous. Last week was kinda crazy. BUT!!! I did have some amazing sex three times so that pretty much made all well. It was seriously AWESOME. Stella was a very happy girl thats for sure. So other stuff happened but I don't remember what that stuff was Damn my memory. Ummm...this weekedn, i saw the Corpse Bridde. Fuckin Tim Burton is amazing..a fucking genious I tell you. Then, on Saturday, me and Alex (my best friend) went to our friend Arthur's birthday party at this apartment. Long story short, the apartment turned out to be my ex-boyfriend Shane's cousin whom I slept with last fourth of July. Umm...awkward!! It sucked so bad. We only stayed for a little while then bailed. So Alex and I decide to go have dinner which I got stuck paying for since her card got declined. I wouldn't care usually but I have had to pay for us everytime we've gone out since this summer and I have shit to pay for but now have no money because of all the times I've had to pay for her. But that's besides the point. After dinner we picked up our friends Allison and Deirdre. We ended up going to another party bein thrown by some of Deirdre's friends. We ended up meeting this guy named Daryl who plays for the Anaheim Angels. (Yeah I know they suck but still.) He was so fucking hot!!! I could barely keep from staring at him with wide eyes and jaw-dropped. So we kicked it over there for a while and then went home. Alex came over the next morning to pick me
up from work. We get there and I realize I have no tampons with me so I take her car to my house and get some. But before I went back to work I went to Kyle's house. That kid..he confuses me sometimes. He's all couply with me sometimes then he stops. I think he's just scared. Pussy..lol. So then I went to work. The day was alright, nothing special. But then a couple of guys Ive known since jr. high came in with one of their friends named Alex. He asked me out for last night, but I had shit to do so I told him we'd re-schedule. I have never met this guy before and I had no idea how old he was but I thought he was cute so I figure I'll give him a chance...we can be friends at the least. So, I am in the breakroom tonite and he calls me. He's all askin me if I wanna go to the pool hall with him and our friends tonite. Obviously I was working so I couldn't go but oh well. I asked him how old he was and he said 24. Delores cringed at that and I did a little bit too. I dunno..I'll at least get to know him. Like I said, we could be friends at the least. *sigh* I dunno...I think I'm getting to smittened with he idea of Stella and Kyle. I don't know if it's a bad thing but it's kinda confusing. Whatever, I should just chill the fuck out and enjoy what him and I have and not take it for more than it's worth. That's enough for now...Smooches and shit!!!