*SIGH* I start with that because I need to breathe. Yesterday
was one of the worst days i've had in a long time. To get you up to snuff with the hapenings, I fucked one of my co-workers
Chris in March. He is like 5 years older than me and at the time, i thought I liked him. Yeah, turned out I didn't...I figured that out a little late. Long story short, it's gone sour and now, the incident is being spread around work. I am so fucking embarassed and disgusted you have no idea. Yeah, it's only sex (not good sex at that ) but I work with adults who already don't respect me because I am a teenager. Now, they are gonna see me as a sleazy easy bimbo. (I didn't intend to make that spiffy rhyme but I'll go with it!) And the main point is not how they see me, rather how they treat me and I know that's just gonna get worse. Me and Delores jokingly thought of a name for me a while ago "The Homestore Whore" and sadly the rest of them will know me as that too. Okay, so I can get over the whole deal with everyone knowing and judging ya know? Fuck them at least I am getting some! BUT-the thing that bugs me the most is that Chris went and blabbed his big ass mouth to Steven. The aforementioned Mr. Mooi. I also work with Steven and I like him. Things with us are progressing at a perfect pace and i don't want that to get fucked up because i didn't get to tell him first. I could seriously kill chris. And the bad thing is that I have noticed Steven being more distant lately but I couldn't pinpoint why. Now I know. God fucking Dammit! On top of all that! I got food poisoning last night from Sbarro's! Fucking pizza made me yuke it all night.
*Today's Lesson: DO NOT under ANY circumstances fuck a co-worker. (And don't eat at Sbarro's!!) 
was one of the worst days i've had in a long time. To get you up to snuff with the hapenings, I fucked one of my co-workers
Chris in March. He is like 5 years older than me and at the time, i thought I liked him. Yeah, turned out I didn't...I figured that out a little late. Long story short, it's gone sour and now, the incident is being spread around work. I am so fucking embarassed and disgusted you have no idea. Yeah, it's only sex (not good sex at that ) but I work with adults who already don't respect me because I am a teenager. Now, they are gonna see me as a sleazy easy bimbo. (I didn't intend to make that spiffy rhyme but I'll go with it!) And the main point is not how they see me, rather how they treat me and I know that's just gonna get worse. Me and Delores jokingly thought of a name for me a while ago "The Homestore Whore" and sadly the rest of them will know me as that too. Okay, so I can get over the whole deal with everyone knowing and judging ya know? Fuck them at least I am getting some! BUT-the thing that bugs me the most is that Chris went and blabbed his big ass mouth to Steven. The aforementioned Mr. Mooi. I also work with Steven and I like him. Things with us are progressing at a perfect pace and i don't want that to get fucked up because i didn't get to tell him first. I could seriously kill chris. And the bad thing is that I have noticed Steven being more distant lately but I couldn't pinpoint why. Now I know. God fucking Dammit! On top of all that! I got food poisoning last night from Sbarro's! Fucking pizza made me yuke it all night.
*Today's Lesson: DO NOT under ANY circumstances fuck a co-worker. (And don't eat at Sbarro's!!)
his second will be his last
mwahahahaha
*cue maniacal music*