So basically I have decided the very best way for me to start my day is with coffee, sex, and cigarettes. In all honesty if all my days began that way I'd be so fucking happy I wouldn't know what to do with myself. I am now officially owned by those thee things. They are my vices, addicitons, needs, wants, EVERYTHING!!! Umm..Nothing much to report. I have ten absences in my fifth hour so I might get audited. It depends on how good of ass I kiss to the Senior principal. He's a dick and he hates me so things don't look so good. I'll figure it out though. I'm sure things will work out. Umm...I got laid yesterday but I'm horny again. Haha, as if there is a time when I'm not horny---YEAH FUCKING RIGHT!!! Well, I guess that's all for now kiddos. I'm gonna blow dry my hair and go the hell to sleep. Sweet dreams bitches!! 
and yeah, sex with that cocksucker isn't worth it. i'm POSITIVE you'd get more satisfaction from your little "massager". come on now, i've said if a million times haven't i? if it's just that you're horny, fucking get yourself off...you can do it better than that pathetic loser anyday... remember those words : PATHETIC - LOSER. that's what he is.
and just to say, it really irks me that you're more mad, and have always been more mad at Niki than at kyle...wtf? it takes two... and you know she was in the same boat as you, caring for him, while he just USED HER... sound familiar?
i still love you though...i just wish you thought as highly of yourself