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Let's see...I worked all three days of the weekend. Saturday and Sunday nite were fucking fun as hell. It sounds weired, I know but we had a blast at work. Umm...still a little sick, I've got a cough lingering and an ear ache lingering in the dark I feel it comin on, gettin worse. But it's all good...nothing I can't handle. Tomorrow is gonna be like D-Day for me. I'm so not looking forward to it. I am gonna boycott Valentine's Day and wear all black. I will not utter the words "I love you" or even just a simple "love" for the duration of the day. I have no Valentine, no prospective Valentine, and will be spending my day at work with Kyle. Which is going to be a constant reminder of a past relationship which also did not work. Don't get me wrong, him and I are doing really well right now. Things are just chill and we're back to being good friends who can be real and honest and have so much fun just laughing and being in one another's company. But I wanna spend it with someone who I like.....well who am I kidding...I still like hime but it'd be better if there were a chance. I know him and I won't work, so being with him makes it kinda sad ya know? It's alright. Only one day- it's all over-commericalized. It's just a retail holiday where people say "I love you", wear pink and red, buy chocolate and flowers, and have special sex. Hahaha...Oh man it's gonna actually be funny now that I think of it. Whatever, it's truly no biggie. But for all of you who have sweeties, honeys, pumpkins, and cupcakes....Happy Valentine's Day bitches!!