Kay, so thank you to everyone who is sending their well-wishes to me. I truly appreciate it. And i love you all for it. So basically what's wrong is this...
*My heart hurts wayyyy too much after the break-up with Thomas
*Alex is a bitch and our friendship is toxic and emotionally draining so I have to distance myself form her
*My grades are the worst they've ever been
*I haven't been working much cuz the parental unit decided I needed to cut back on my hours which is bullshit so now I'm bored all the time
*I'm tired
*My back hurts so much I am in constant pain and can't physically dance anymore
*I miss my Big Sis
*The whole "I'll try to be nice and civil to Niki" idea has gone to shit cuz she's being a sneaky, two-timing bitch so bascially...FUCK HER
*Umm...me and Kyle are really cool right now, just friends though. BUT-everyone thinks there's more to it when there isn't...
*I just wanna go to California already!! I miss it there
*On a brighter note*-----My parents aren't divorced, I have all my appendages, I have a house, a job, good friends, people who love me and whom I love back, I have resources for any of my needs, and I have all of my teeth. lol SO basically what I'm saying is that yeah things in my life are kinda messy right now but in the grand scheme of things I am very lucky, I have not forgotten that. So as i am a little down right now, it will pass and everything will be alright in time.
*My heart hurts wayyyy too much after the break-up with Thomas
*Alex is a bitch and our friendship is toxic and emotionally draining so I have to distance myself form her
*My grades are the worst they've ever been
*I haven't been working much cuz the parental unit decided I needed to cut back on my hours which is bullshit so now I'm bored all the time
*I'm tired
*My back hurts so much I am in constant pain and can't physically dance anymore
*I miss my Big Sis
*The whole "I'll try to be nice and civil to Niki" idea has gone to shit cuz she's being a sneaky, two-timing bitch so bascially...FUCK HER
*Umm...me and Kyle are really cool right now, just friends though. BUT-everyone thinks there's more to it when there isn't...
*I just wanna go to California already!! I miss it there
*On a brighter note*-----My parents aren't divorced, I have all my appendages, I have a house, a job, good friends, people who love me and whom I love back, I have resources for any of my needs, and I have all of my teeth. lol SO basically what I'm saying is that yeah things in my life are kinda messy right now but in the grand scheme of things I am very lucky, I have not forgotten that. So as i am a little down right now, it will pass and everything will be alright in time.
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When all this stuff is going on I know how hard it can be to keep your grads up, but Im sure your grads are stile better then mine every was.
So tell me why is Alex a bitch and why do you hate Niki?
How come you and Kyle are cool now?
Im so glad that you can see the good stuff in your life and it sounds like there really isnt that many bad things in your life.
You ever need anything let me know.
I used to have severe down times myself, but the important thing to keep in mind is that everything happens for a reason. Even the shitty stuff happens for a reason, even if its to make you more jaded so you can suffer through future hardships more easily.
By the way... if you need any help with math stuff to bring grades up and get parents off your ass, just send me a message and I'll try to help. My schedule is freaking crazy this semester, but I check e-mail fairly frequiently.
[Edited on Feb 02, 2006 9:37PM]