So I am back yet again today. So I went to dress rehearsal for hte dance concert at like 3:30. Alex was right next to me in the dressing room and I just basically ignored her. I didn't wanna talk to he rcuz I woulda just gotten upset but on the other hand I didn't wanna act like everything was okay and appease her. So we go through our first dance and it's all good and shit. Then we go back to the dressing rooms to change for our next piece. We started talking about Texas and how she handled the situation. I didn't let her get in many words, seeing as how she did the same to me earlier and I decided it was my time to speak. I just told her how I feel, how it felt for her to turn her back on me and like act all bitchy due to the fact that she got defensive thinkin I would be all pissed. So we talked it all over. I am still upset with her, but at least I cleared up how I felt. I am the type of person who needs closure to a situtation and 99% of the time that requires communication between both parties. So I am not okay with what she did but I am glad I spoke my mind and my heart for that matter. Now, after rehearsal, we called our friend Steven. He just happens to be Derek's best friend and is seeing Alex at this time. I have mentioned Derek before, he is always in my life just a little bolder at some times. Me and Alex ended up goin over to Derek's to see him and Steven. Basically it was me and Derek all over each other the whole time. I missed that kid like no other holy shit.
It was fun to just kick it with him again. Ah, good times, good times. Oh yeah me and Kyle have been on and off a lot lately. He's being a real dickhead about things some days then absolutely perfect other days. I had every intention of breaking things off with him like for good on Wednesday, but cool how I didn't and we fucked instead. God dammit I am so weak. And to make things better...He told all of our friends about us sleeping together and we haven't spoken in days. How cute right? NOT. So that's life. I dunno what more I can fit in my nutshell...It's about to break.
It was fun to just kick it with him again. Ah, good times, good times. Oh yeah me and Kyle have been on and off a lot lately. He's being a real dickhead about things some days then absolutely perfect other days. I had every intention of breaking things off with him like for good on Wednesday, but cool how I didn't and we fucked instead. God dammit I am so weak. And to make things better...He told all of our friends about us sleeping together and we haven't spoken in days. How cute right? NOT. So that's life. I dunno what more I can fit in my nutshell...It's about to break.
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reverendijs:
I agree with Delores......remember our previous conversations. 
nikonphoto80:
You know since you are going to move to California you should go and see if you can find a SG group that is in that area that way when you get there you will already have some friends to hang out with, I joined SGKY and I have meet a lot of great friends who are in KY! I know there is a lot of groups that are devoted to areas of California so its just a mater of finding the one that is closest to where your going to live!