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My best mate came round last night, first time i've actually had company besides family for well over a week. We had a good night, had a glass of wine and loadsa laughs
I probably wasnt ready for company before this so the timing was perfect, she wants me to go out for lunch with her tomorrow...hmmmm not sure if i'm ready for that though.
I am meant to be back at work on Monday but something is happening in my work that will be a constant reminder of what I have went through recently and to make matters worse people in my work think that whats happening is being made up and it's a story thats got blown out of proportion. Knowing what I know I reckon they are right and it hurts me so much that someone can tell a little white lie and let it snowball into something far more.
I feel sorry for the person involved cos she's so young, but I wish she'd just put her hands up and say i told a lie. I dont know if I can face working in that sort of environment at the moment