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Some people are such dopes. You so do not look like a dude, even if you jsut cut your hair short. Grrrrrrrr. Stupid people. You have to show us your new do. Are you getting used to the short style, do you like it better now? I used to have nice short hair like Katie's in her Fuck You Forever set. Sometimes I really miss it.

I'm so sorry to hear that. It amazes me how ignorant some people are. I have had my fair share of bad hair cuts in the past and from my experience you have the right attitude, it's only hair it will grow back.

wow, i feel like i was part of the fun because i was talking to you last night...go me. now it's time to be trendy and go eat Sushi in Naperville

that is exactly how i feel. no offense to any suburb people, but I freakin hate going to some of these suburbs just because of the people there. It sucks I have to go all the way to Naperville for sushi, and put up with the people there, and the worse thing is you have to have reservations at this place! I miss going to Chi Tung man, that place was bad ass, there was always a seat open at the bar to sit there and watch the people make sushi and to just hang out. now i have to make reservations and probably wind up sitting in a corner booth. i'm not dressing up though, i'm going for fucking sushi, not tea and scrumpets.

november is the worst month not to live in chicago, there are always 100000 concerts to go to. like so far Local H, Skinny Puppy, KMFDM, Sparta, Caviar, and a buttload of other bands are playing, and they are all during the week so i can't go in and stay at someones house because i have to work back in aurora the next morning. i swear i haven't been at any concerts that i could get drunk at since i turned 21, it blows.

I moved out to DeKalb a few months ago, I've been working in Aurora since May. I haven't gotten out to travel much since I think I am working in the ghetto, but I got hurt at work so I got to see the wonderful drive over to the Dreyer medical clinic. I was seriously excited about working there though because Wayne's World is my favorite movie, but so far I haven't seen anything familiar from the movie. Damn TV.

I felt like being funny.

what are you on? maybe it is to high of a dose. I was like that on zoloft then I went crazy and I am not allowed on that stuff anymore. Like I could never cry...crying is what I do and to not be able to do a normal human emotion EVER is just wrong..I just didn't want to do it over stupid crap
well its for schzap er I can never spell that also so I mean everything messes with your mind I mean that is the purpose.
The side effects died down after a year though just during the getting use to phase..which is why I always kick myself when I take myself off em.

well you might need to change meds about or just wait a few more months in hopes you will get use to em more..because those doses dont seem that high. (but then again I never took them )

So fucking depressing. I hate Ohio.

oh no your not dead are you? please dont die! I know it totally sucks and you probably will die cause bush will put the whole world at risk and we will all die thanx to him...oh fuck...hope its all a big joke... and tomoro we will all wake up and they'll be like, only kidding!!!

Is that the chick from LLCF?

yeah they call it like lcfc or somthing wierd like that on cartoon network when it was on

You too.
Have you seen Bubba Ho-Tep yet? Bruce was awesome in that.
Hail to the king, baby.

Did you know that Carrie almost didn't even make it to print? Apparently Steven King didn't think that it was so good and he tossed it into the trash. His wife found it and told him it was good and should be published!

I hope you have an AWESOME Halloween girlie! You really deserve it!

wheeeeeeee all is good and shiny and sparkly in the world, for now.

awww reread your journal...and then looked at yur pics...yur making me miss my guy, though i'm not even sure he was mine to miss, but yeah. you two are/were cute together...where did he go?