Thursday Dec 09, 2004

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One day
I just want one day
One day feeling comfortable in this skin of mine
One day stress free
One day alone with my Adam

Wonderfully bad news yesterday about school
Makes me want to give up and find a real job and move on
My family wont allow it
It's unbelievably stressful being this far from Adam

I miss my animals
I want to take Vette (my betta) outta the bowl and hug him
Don't think that would be a good idea
I miss the loving attention of Brodie, Zoey, and my pups at my mom's

Green tea has become my life source
Lol that and the shit load of food I've been eating
Hopefully Adam will step in when I get home and not let me eat as much

Adam is throwing up on a semi regular basis
I feel so bad for him
We have no idea what's wrong with him
It's NOT the same problem as mine
I want to be with him...

DAMNIT! Another depressing entry! God I hate when I bottom out...I even annoy myself...grrrr.
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luckyzombie:
Thankyou, i think i will blow that picture up...
Awww, you poor wee thing,.... not much I can say to cheer people up, I suck at that kinda thing.... *hugs* *sends imaginary flowers* ?
Your wee Brodie is so cool....
x skull x
thurmis:
hey things will get better, don't worry about it. my life is falling apart at the seams, so I can relate. on a good note though i'm going to get tattoos at the end of the month at the house tattoo place, so i'm happy about that. I also realized that every girl in DeKalb is obsessed with Emo and gay guys, so I have no hope of picking up a chick in this town. it's like an alternate reality. I was talking to this girl and she talked about some band, and she sounded kinda negative about them, so then I started talking about how i hate emo, and she looked mortified. i rule.

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