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Ok kiddies...
Not in a great mood today so...yeah...whatever
Got in a HUGE fight with Adam last night
There are so many things that are bothering me
I wont be able to take it much longer if it doesn't change
He doesn't see anything that I bitch about
He thinks I'm crazy and makin shit up...what the fuck ever

Sara is pregnant
It's for sure now
Her boy is being an ass
He just doesn't seem to have time for her
And she needs him now more than anything
I'm a really poor substitute
We've hung out the last two days...woohoo
I've missed her
Dawn has called her a few times when we were hanging out
Like hell she's gunna be the one there for her
I know that sounds selfish and absolutely awful
But Sara has been my best friend forever
And I'm sick of Dawn butting her way in and completely leaving me out of everything
Ok, so I am a bitch
But I never claimed to not be

Eh, done with my school work for the weekend
I think I'm going to go lay down
Tired of being awake
Zoe fucking pissed in a box of my clothes
The box of my winter clothes!
I'm so fucking pissed, I want to kill her
That was part of our fight last night too
After I asked him if he wanted to come into the bed last night I thought I was fine
Writing and thinking about this though is really pissing me off all over again
I don't think this is going to work much longer
I've changed for the worse
He doesn't put up with my shit anymore
I don't think things are going to get any better...
Even while I'm on my meds I'm still very intolerant of vast majority of his actions
It's not going to work much longer
I think I'm destined to be alone
If I can't stand myself
How can I expect others?!
Whatever, I'm going to bed
Ciao




I officially hate fucking cats...at least dogs are all in your face about being mad at you...cats are conniving about it...lil bitches