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Ok...to anyone who reads this god awfully boring thing...I have a question to ask you...

I have been off of my antidepressants for over a month now...it's been a horrendous month...however some events that topped it off were out of my control...the meds that I'm on really help 'pack on the pounds'...I was a size 13 when I got here my freshman year (that's pretty damn small for my frame)...actually lost weight then...started my meds begining of my junior year (I think) and since then I have gradually gotten bigger and bigger...now I'm in an 18!...my question to you...stay off meds...loose weight (b/c the weight is making me almost as miserable as not being on my meds) or get back on my meds and suffer...obviously try to motivate myself to exercise and such...but basically set myself up for an up hill battle...I don't know...

I'll probably stay off of them until it get's to be too much to bare...I don't know...opinions please?

Spanks...Ciao


Feeling of the moment...Big as an elephant...


Bah, it's masturbation and study time...

*edit* AAHHHH...just realized my subscription is up tomorrow...I don't have the money to renew right now...but I'll be back next week sometime heh...wow...I'm nuts!