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I threw some more pics in my folder...nothing overly exciting though. Couldn't get outta bed this morning...I really want to withdraw from the university this semester...I have no drive...it has become a waste of money and the university's time...I want to learn...just not right now...and I like all my classes, just not AAS...aaahhhhhh!!! Huge lab practicle tomorrow...I'm going to have to CRAM for that one...

Have to call mom and try to get outta the wedding...I want to spend time with Adam...don't know if that's going to happen though...

My money situation is getting outta control...$15 credit card, $121 for car insurance, my bank account is over drawn by $66...and everything is due on the 2nd...and including my next paycheck ill have like $80 tops...this usually happens when I come back to school...but not this extream...I'm going to have to ask my mom for money which I don't want to do b/c she is the only reason I have been able to come home at ALL this semester...she's given me so much already...I don't know what to do...

I have sooo much school work to get done this weekend...any suggestions on a topic for a 6 minute informative speech...I have to LOVE the topic though...b/c my 3rd speech is redoing this 2nd one... and hey...IM DOING AWESOME in that class...pretty much it's my AAS class and kind of my animal ecology class...but I'm pretty sure I'll be able to pull up outta that...I just want a C in AAS...since I can't understand the teacher...that would be quite an accomplishment.

Shower is calling me...then work...then hella studying...yay...

Ciao