elli0t16 : whats wrong darling?
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : hes not coming...he doesnt see the severity in it
elli0t16 :well than as James from reggie and the Full Effect says "Fuck that guy"
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : lol
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : yeah...
elli0t16 : man i just want to yell at him and be like "are you that stupid"
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : he said he would come down tomorrow night...that would mean that he would be here from 9pm-7am...im sorry, but that is not even close to enough time to sort through this...i'm going to want to kill him for the first few hours he's here...so well, that'll leave noooo time at all
elli0t16 : why wont he come tonight
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : he says he's broke...and that he can borrow the money...but should work at Jakes...he just called and said 'if you want me to come I will'...well, fuck that I'm not begging him to get down here...
elli0t16 : yeah fuck
that...he shouldnt even have to ask
elli0t16 : he knows
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : thats my thinking...
elli0t16 : i just told him not to ask...just go
elli0t16 : because now he is pissing me off
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : but he's either playing dumb...or is just realy fucking stupid!
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : lol...i dont think he's home...
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : i dunno
elli0t16 : whatever
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : by the time he gets it...the train will be gone...it leaves at 7pm...
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : god he pisses me off
elli0t16 : seriously....now he is even getting on my nerves
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : lol im sorry...
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : it shouldnt be your problem ;P
elli0t16 : fine whatever happened happened.....but he has the chance to talk to you and possibly share a three year relationship....only an idiot would pass that up
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : im guessing hes done with it too...this just doesn't seem like him...
elli0t16 : no its not my problem...but i love you...both of you...and i dont want you to feel so hurt
elli0t16 : that was mikes thought
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : like I said...i feel like he's actually a completely different person than the guy i fell in love with and have loved for the last few years...
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : thanks babe
elli0t16 : yeah...this is so not like someone who wants to save a relationship
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : nope...it's not...
elli0t16 : when mike and i were talking about the whole thing he said how fucked up it was and the only reason he could think of for adam to act that way was if he wanted to end the relationship anyway
elli0t16 : of course it is the total pussy way of doing it
elli0t16 : man, i wish i could sit there and hug you and apologize for him....but mostly so that i could get the make up sex
elli0t16 :
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : heheh...hey, someones gotta get it
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : muaahaha
elli0t16 : shotgun!
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : lol
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : i love ya jess
elli0t16 : love you too
elli0t16 :
elli0t16 : well go get some good food
elli0t16 : i'll talk to ya later
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : yeah...lol i'll be here thats for sure :/
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : ciao cutie pie
elli0t16 : bye bye
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I love my Jess...she so fuckin awesome...she really has helped more than anyone to make me feel a little better...I'm so thankful to have her as a friend
...
I have to shower...lol the post drinking smell is getting outta control!! heh...even with the 'illegal' candle burning...
Ciao
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : hes not coming...he doesnt see the severity in it
elli0t16 :well than as James from reggie and the Full Effect says "Fuck that guy"
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : lol
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : yeah...
elli0t16 : man i just want to yell at him and be like "are you that stupid"
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : he said he would come down tomorrow night...that would mean that he would be here from 9pm-7am...im sorry, but that is not even close to enough time to sort through this...i'm going to want to kill him for the first few hours he's here...so well, that'll leave noooo time at all
elli0t16 : why wont he come tonight
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : he says he's broke...and that he can borrow the money...but should work at Jakes...he just called and said 'if you want me to come I will'...well, fuck that I'm not begging him to get down here...
elli0t16 : yeah fuck
that...he shouldnt even have to ask
elli0t16 : he knows
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : thats my thinking...
elli0t16 : i just told him not to ask...just go
elli0t16 : because now he is pissing me off
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : but he's either playing dumb...or is just realy fucking stupid!
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : lol...i dont think he's home...
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : i dunno
elli0t16 : whatever
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : by the time he gets it...the train will be gone...it leaves at 7pm...
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : god he pisses me off
elli0t16 : seriously....now he is even getting on my nerves
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : lol im sorry...
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : it shouldnt be your problem ;P
elli0t16 : fine whatever happened happened.....but he has the chance to talk to you and possibly share a three year relationship....only an idiot would pass that up
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : im guessing hes done with it too...this just doesn't seem like him...
elli0t16 : no its not my problem...but i love you...both of you...and i dont want you to feel so hurt
elli0t16 : that was mikes thought
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : like I said...i feel like he's actually a completely different person than the guy i fell in love with and have loved for the last few years...
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : thanks babe
elli0t16 : yeah...this is so not like someone who wants to save a relationship
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : nope...it's not...
elli0t16 : when mike and i were talking about the whole thing he said how fucked up it was and the only reason he could think of for adam to act that way was if he wanted to end the relationship anyway
elli0t16 : of course it is the total pussy way of doing it
elli0t16 : man, i wish i could sit there and hug you and apologize for him....but mostly so that i could get the make up sex
elli0t16 :
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : heheh...hey, someones gotta get it
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : muaahaha
elli0t16 : shotgun!
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : lol
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : i love ya jess
elli0t16 : love you too
elli0t16 :
elli0t16 : well go get some good food
elli0t16 : i'll talk to ya later
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : yeah...lol i'll be here thats for sure :/
NtURAmercnDrmGrl : ciao cutie pie
elli0t16 : bye bye
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I love my Jess...she so fuckin awesome...she really has helped more than anyone to make me feel a little better...I'm so thankful to have her as a friend
...
I have to shower...lol the post drinking smell is getting outta control!! heh...even with the 'illegal' candle burning...
Ciao
sublimeruin:
joslyn i love you and no matter what you think i dont want to lose you....i want to scream!!!!!!! i want to scream that i do.....i do love you and i do want you and i do NEED you in my life............-this whole thing is pushing you further away and i dont want that....i want you....and only you....i want your smile and your love....i need your laughter and your tears, i 'd miss the long night talks and sunday afternoons getting up at 2, i'd miss the taco bell dinners and the drunken antics, i'd miss the overdraft charges because we got lunch, i'd miss your rolling eyes, i'd miss the lazy days you dont leave the bed......even after i've been at work for 8 hours, i'd miss meeting for lunch and your aunts jokes, i'd miss you complaining about halo and boycotting movies, i'd miss the random looks and the random quotes, i'd miss watching the same show....while we are miles apart, i'd miss your nurse shirt...and how cute you are in it, i'd miss the fights...and the "i'm sorrys" I'd miss you....everything you are and everything that we can be...together.....
titty_mcboobs:
walks on glass.