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Fuckin finally...due to Joslyn being pissed off and unknown settings on e-mail account...I haven't been able to access this thing for a week...it was really annoying...A lot of bad things happened since the last time I wrote...Here to read about it......I don't have the energy or physical power to write about it again...it makes me sick to my stomach literally. I'm trying to get passed it, but it's not easy...I'm always tired as hell...I can't get myself outta bed for anything...I need a vacation in bed...that would be great ...my mom almost drove down here b/c she was so worried about you...as I get older I realize how close to the same people my mom and I are...everything I'm going thorough right now, she has as well...

Chase is breaking up with his boyfriend...*does a happy dance*...I know that sounds mean, the kids nice, but I miss having my Chase :*(

I'm working on a blanket right now...it'll be really nice and warm yaaayy for cuddly blankets...it's not as big as I was hoping for though...the fringe chopped the size a lot...

Other than that...nothing too interesting...I'm going to get drunk off my ass tonight with Chase it'll be fun. Hopefully I'll get up for my mammolgy lab tomorrow at 11...that's a must...

Well, off to work now I guess...I didn't go yesterday...I had been up for 27 hours straight and needed sleep...

Ciao