_solipsist_

This website and I have very little in common right now. I keep hoping that it's not that way..... to little avail. I marvel at those of you that come here diligently day in and day out knee deep in all that goes on here.... Maybe a little too much fantasy world.... overdose isn't good. One tends to get roped in and believe the platitudes of so many smiling, flattering strangers.

Truth is..... I've grown accustomed to the banter and mindless silliness. It can't be all that bad for me....... but it has come at a price. Parts of my life are in fact not so darn wonderful and it might be smarter for me to come to terms with what's happening then flirt with all of you wonderful souls. Let's see how smart I am.