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Day 5
What a horrible weekend.
I went to my job to try to catch up on some lost work and to finish taking these tests that are suppose to help the company evaluate us as whole. Which is really a waste of time and money because I just answer what I think they want me to answer not what I would really do.. Because if I told them what I would really do in these computer situations, I would get fired for having bad ethics.. Which is one big fat joke.
Then out of no where my boss and a partner from our sister firm show up and decide its a great time for a casual meeting ( I wasnt even suppose to be there!!!) so I had to shuffle ass to get paperwork together, call in the assistants, only to find out what they want to talk about was something that could have been done through office memos.. ZZZZZZ Gogogo corporate mentality.. And than to top it off our office manager who I have termed "Half Baked Barbie" comes into my office and asks me if Im down and blue???? WTF.. Why do people expect me to be ON all the time. Everyone expects me to be a cheery sock all the time and Im just not. Im PMSing I think.. can socks do that? Of course I can.
This was a weekend I should have stayed in the back of the sock drawer and never came out.
My feet went out with a jerk Saturday night on a blind date.. I got screwed and not in a good way. We went to this cool 50's styled diner (he doesnt have a car so I drove) which was okay alittle out of the way but eh it was a first date so I figured what the heck. Okay dinner, okay conversation but after we ate and the check came the waitress put the bill on the table and he slid it to me. I kinda looked at him thinking okay I will pay for my own no biggie.. Oh No.. nonono I paid for it all. He didnt even offer to pay. I mean come on. I dont expect him to pay for me, but fuck me paying for him too.. Fuck that. But of course I did, like an idiot. So we make the hour long drive back to his apartment and in the parking lot, he leans in to kiss me and im like eheh not on the first date. Im not prude by any means but im also not that into him. Im already pissed off I had to pay for both our dinners and nevermind the fact I just drove over an hour to feed him and blah I just wanted to go home... And oh btw he never told me he didnt have a car He led me to believe he would be driving even though we were meeting outside of the train station cause it was mid distance between our houses. Anyways so he wants to kiss me and Im like no thanks and I said I was tired and wanted to head home. He than asks if I wanna go up to his apartment and I was thinking hmm should I? We had a conversation about horror films which I am a big fan of and he supposidly had this awesome collection of older horror flicks but my spidey sock senses were tingling So I kept him in my car talking and come to find out after a few minutes of talking hes got a case pending for date rape. WHAT FUCKING LUCK!! Woohoo! /NOT! I havent been on a date this bad ever. I decided to do this internet dating bs and who do I get...Mr. ToocheaptopayfordinnerandIdonthaveacarbutIpretendIdotogetchicks loser boy. Blah. He in the world of socks would be a nasty holefilled dirty tubesock that you spot on the side of the road after a truck filled with sewer garbage just ran over and dumped its contents on him. Ugh. Ugh Ugh.
So yeah.. woohoo for blind dates. Im done with it. Let the socks come to me Im not looking anymore.
I just want to meet a nice sock. One that will treat me right and I promise in return to treat him right. And not fight over space in the sock drawer.