Saturday Aug 14, 2004

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Looks like filming is cooling off, although I just wrapped 3 days of shooting because some dumb bastard walked off set. Of course that means they call me up and ask me to scrap everything and show up in 30 mins. Guess I cant bitch... they've already paid me well enough. heh.

Im thinking it's time to concentrate on myself and my work now. My shit, my creative, not someone elses. I've noticed lately that I dont enjoy filming anymore, it used to seem creative and fun, but lately its boring and more like a desk job just more physical. I feel like I'm in a call center doing the same shit over and over. It's odd I tell you. Odd and rather depressing.

I'm not happy, I'm different from what I used to be and I need to change something. Dunno, I'm still trying to figure it out, figure out why I feel like I've stalled, and I just so happen to be typing right now. Sorry bout that.

Or perhaps it's this fucking amazing CD kevykev has put in my hands. Tycho fucking rocks... check this
Tycho - pbs/kae
ouioui:
I can relate to the different comment. I don't know what happens but it is like one day I noticed I reacted, related, laughed, and thought different. I guess I just am trying to get used to the new me. Meanwhile learning to like her too.

Anyway. Totally jealous of your profession. Very exciting. kiss
kadium:
Being from Parkersburg, right alongside the river, I've spent a lot of time in Ohio actually. Cincinatti, Colombus, Cleveland and everything in between. Our states are neighbors after all.

Jennifer Government was actually a far better read than I was expecting because its structure - broken down into small two or three page segments for a character and then on to the next and next and next and back again - lent itself to quick reading.

Is it the water or genetics? The culture? Perhaps a mix of them all...

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