Well... After a damn long time thinking about it (i really should have just done it) I have decided to go straight edge. I have always wanted to but never had the will power for it. Well time is a changing and i need to find the inner strength i used to have and i am going to do it properly. Its not just some fad i think, i have always envied the people i know who are edge as they had a self control i didnt feel i had. I have spent too much of my youth being wasted doing things i have regretted because i had no control, I fear i was dragged into the pub and club and party culture that seems to permeate the isle of man as it has been referred to as "80k alcoholics clinging to a rock" Well this will be one less now, I woke up this morning and I think I had a bit of an epiphone I felt so good and a little more alive even as it was the first weekend day when i had not had a hangover and boy it felt good! I had the most productive day i have had in months not feeling like shit and not feeling like i just wanted to roll over and die all day.
I needed to find control and this will be a continuous help for me to retain that in my life.
Wish me luck in finding the best things in life again.
I needed to find control and this will be a continuous help for me to retain that in my life.
Wish me luck in finding the best things in life again.
I spent 4 days at Sonisphere festival amongst great friends and free booze, so it was only a matter of time! I'm attempting to get back on track to the healthy lifestyle... and I wish you luck with your endeavour too!!