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Duluth, MN

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Wednesday Nov 17, 2010

Nov 17, 2010
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I'm sick. *cough cough*

Today is the eleventh anniversary of my dad's death.

I was just a kid when he died, and after this amount of time, it scares me how much my memories are fading, Although that means the pain has been fading too. I spent a lot of my teenage years in therapy and grief counseling. I struggled with depression for a long time, and I'm really proud that I've been without medication for over a year now. But this day is still hard. I imagine it always will be.

I was a total daddy's girl. His little snuggle bug. smile


Hope you're all having more enjoyable weeks than mine. I'm going to take some more cold medicine and a nap.

Love.
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creamcuffs:
Your daddy's love will always live in your heart. Think of the good memories today and smile.
Nov 19, 2010
littlemissbeth:
hang in there lady. i have no clue how hard it could be. but i know how amazing it feels to live with out meds.. your a wonderful beautiful lady he would be so proud!!!!!! and ill update the pictures from homecroft someday haha.. i lack in motivation..
Nov 21, 2010

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