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Ok so Im feeling like a huge asshole today. Yesterday was my boyfriends birthday and I had to work all weekend. Technically was training, but I attended a dog-training seminar (which ROCKED) but it was exhausting. Once people find out what I do for work they cling to me like flies on shit. Its emotionally and mentally exhausting. They have to tell me about their neighbors dog that is left outside all the time, or the famous towns crazy cat lady (yes every town has one)! I like my job (most times) but it is extremely hard. So after a week in the field, then the weekend people sucking the life out of me, I come home last night to a house full of dishes and about 8 loads of laundry waiting. All for me!!!

Now on the weekends my boyfriend doesnt get out of bed until noon. Im ok with that, but all the dishes were done the night before after making his birthday cake, and the sink was FULL when I got home (on both Sat and Sun). I do the dishes EVERYDAY otherwise they would sit there until there were no clean dishes birthday or not, 10 mins out of his day and they could have been done. So that turned my already leave me a lone, I need space from people mood to leave me the fuck alone, everyone is an asshole mood.

So this morning my boyfriend didnt kiss me good-bye or even say good-bye. And Im feeling like an asshole for making his birthday so shitty!!!! And I have to spend the day doing all the laundry!!!