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some of it I think is that SG has lost its way for the most part but thats just what I think and see

really, there's nothing for me here that i can't find in everyone else around me. it seems pointless to shut myself off from the people i know so i can feel embraced by this online community, when even they leave me feeling shunned a good portion of the time. i've come to realize that i will never be a part of the "popular" crowd, even on an alternative porn site, and i'm totally okay with that. for the last year i've kept my strength, my dignity, and most of all, my self respect. i wouldn't leave any other way.
just because i'm leaving this place behind, though, does not mean that i want to leave every person on it behind as well. i'll still talk to a select few (you, tim, matti, etc.) because you guys are wonderful and never make me feel like less of a person.
so really, thank you.
i really, really love you girl.