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NEW Poetry!


lol yes I copied and pasted off my myspace blog lol I'm lazy












i want to be beautiful

but i cant hold on

i want to be beautiful

but i cant stay strong



im tired of crying

and tired of lies

i cant take it any longer

i just want to know why



why im not pretty

or why its so much pain

i just want to be beautiful

call me that for a name



im not here to be used

im here to enjoy

and i want you to respect that

and not use me as your toy



im sick of these times

where i sit here and write

im happy all day

and im depressed by night



i just want you to see

ive only been used

and i just want to be beautiful

and dont want to be screwed



you wipe away my tears

and say you love me so

but i know to you im not beautiful

so soon i feel i must go



im sorry im not skinny

or dont wear makeup all the time

but you can still make me feel pretty

by just dropping one simple line



im sorry im not in a magazine

or on a video on the web

but im always there next to you

when you go to sleep in bed



so once again im sorry

maybe someday ill be good for you

and maybe ill be beautiful

and i hope ill feel that way too

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Paper and Pen
Current mood: depressed

A pen and some paper

A lonely girls' best friends,

To help write down her feelings

Of the pain that never ends.


Her tears remain uncried

And her thoughts remain unsaid,

She gives him what he wants

As her needs remain unfed.


There is something wrong

But no one cares to ask,

For what they see is a happy girl,

And not the pain behind the mask.


Deep inside she's different

She's furious and she's mad,

She is tired of hanging on

To a love that she once had.


After being hurt repetitively

She finally gives up on men,

For she has a new found love

The paper and the pen.

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Current mood: depressed



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Suicidal Boy
Current mood: depressed




Greetings to the darling boy

standing on the brick wall

be careful, watch your step

don't want to see you fall


you look down at the ground

a purpose is in your eyes

you shuffle your feet in anticipation

will you fulfill the plan you devised?


what are you thinking now?

how bad is your constant strife?

you think you ran out of hope

and want to end your life


you start to take a step forward

face full of remorse and sorrow

you think suicide is the answer

yet you want to be alive till 'morrow


You step back, your thoughts shift

boy, make up your mind

you think about your life's past

what are you trying to find?


tears of sadness start to descend

the decision has been made

with your stubborn mind set

all obvious logic starts to fade


You quickly step off the edge

regret starts to fill your head

your last thought was to save yourself

but it's too late, now you're dead

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Heaven?
Current mood: depressed
Category: Writing and Poetry

God do We know when we fly?

When we go do we die?

Do we see the ones we love?

Or do we perish up above?

When we pass away from earth

Do we see your beloved eyes?

Is heaven really what its worth,

Or is it all a bunch of lies?

Say ive done some wrongs my life

does hell come looking for my soul?

or can i pay the heavens toll?

Will i get to see my mother?

So we can rejoice with one another.

Where life may start and life may end,

Where dreams await and souls descend.

Heavens gates a gold arch,

To heavens gates i hope to march.

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New Poem
Current mood: depressed
Category: Writing and Poetry

This world has had its way with me,and my bleeding shallow heart can't feel a thing.

Their lies which have bound me still, are now engraved upon my heart and control my will.

All the warmth of love is gone,and this emptiness and fear have left me numb.

Despite everything you see in me,the regrets of my past still lurk beneath.

Just strengthen my heart so that it feels no pain when my world starts to crash down again.

Show me the way so that i may follow despite all my fears and doubts within.

This is my end,this is where i lose it all and all the cares of my life just weigh me down causing me to fall.

The farther that i wander from here,the closer i am to the pain i see as dear.

I wait for the endknowing that there is nothing i can do.

Your love moves in and removes all the things in me that aren't of you..

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