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Sorry I haven't updated since my trip

Honestly breaking away from technology was amazing and I haven't wanted to be a slave to it like I was.

I enjoyed not having a phone for 11 days it was kind of amazing and liberating.

The trip was amazing, I couldn't of asked for it to of gone better.

Iono this past week has been horrible, I don't really know what to say ... what do you do when the man you have been with for the past year cheated on you over a year ago right before yall separated.

In one part of my mind it happened when we were going through a rough patch and right before we went our separate ways and a year has past since then ... an amazing year

But in the other part of my brain the trust is shattered and I'm not sure I want to go through the effort to build it back up.

He is my very best friend and not being able to talk to him the past weekend has been the hardest. I'm trying to be strong, but I don't really have anyone to talk to about it since he was the one that I normally would talk to...