back to la today.
sads.
i think i figured out that i dont do even more things then i thought to try and convince myself of the contrary. i mean i thought it was mostly in only one aspect of my life, but really its everything.
and i said i wasn't making any resolutions. so this isn't a new years resolution, this instead is a life adjustment. and not so much something i need to do cause everyone else knows i do it and i know i do it. but more of something i should do.
so heres to an attempt at not lying to myself anymore. and stop trying to convince myself of things which are obviously not realistic anyway.
say goodbye to idealism. well a little bit of it anyway.
sads.
i think i figured out that i dont do even more things then i thought to try and convince myself of the contrary. i mean i thought it was mostly in only one aspect of my life, but really its everything.
and i said i wasn't making any resolutions. so this isn't a new years resolution, this instead is a life adjustment. and not so much something i need to do cause everyone else knows i do it and i know i do it. but more of something i should do.
so heres to an attempt at not lying to myself anymore. and stop trying to convince myself of things which are obviously not realistic anyway.
say goodbye to idealism. well a little bit of it anyway.
Unqualified advice from a complete stranger: Let go and see where gravity takes you. Once you stop hurling yourself towards some arbitrary target you might be surprised to find yourself closer to the ideal than you ever imagined possible.
You may now eat your fortune cookie.