Wednesday Dec 01, 2004 by _mrs_tlb_

I opened the first window of my advent calender today! It was a picture of a bauble and the chocolate had three angels on it.

I thought having an advent calender would make me feel christmassy! But no luck! Usually i love xmas! i mean really love xmas! But this year i feel indifferent...which makes me sad

I haven't had motivation to do much revision today...i've only done a couple of hours and usually i do between 8-12...so hopefully this will improve tomorrow with my first exam being in under a week.

I spoke to my dad earlier...which is a rarity in itself (i dunno he just isn't 'my' dad anymore at times) Apparently his decree absolute came through so him and my mother are no longer married! Which is great! I'm glad he is free of her and happy in his new life....but they still have finances to sort out...which is the 'fun part'....i hope she gets everything that is coming to her....i mean that in a bad way because if i'm honest i can't stand the bitch...it's nearly a year since i had any contact with her...and on that matter i couldn't be happier!