Well im having a funny day i think!
Ive just watched the Virgin Suicides for like the millionth time. I just adore that film! I find it absolutely fascinating...the way the mood is flat the whole way through...the lack of emotion...or music. There isnt much of a story or music but i adore it...as i said it fascinates me beyond words.
I am now going to watch American Beauty which is my absolute favourite movie ever! i adore everything about it! I adore thought provoking things! I could watch this film over and over and never get bored of it! It reduces me to tears everytime! I love the camera work and the way people talk. But most of all it makes me smile! a deep, meant smile!
I usually refrain from writing meaningful things about myself as i was taught as a child it signalled weakness. Well mother you arent right.. in fact i cant think of a time you have ever been right!
On a crazy note before i had something very strange happen to me! i was eating and watching tv (nothing abnormal or gross on the telly) and suddenly some revolting/disturbing thought ran through my head (i still have no idea what this thought was) and it made me physically wretch, i mean from the pit of my stomach wretch and food came back... my stomach still hurts now... i had a lump in my throat and i felt unnerved and dirty....am i going mad? insane? what??... and why now? why did i think summer would solve my problems...that they would magic away...i guess i was wrong
Ive just watched the Virgin Suicides for like the millionth time. I just adore that film! I find it absolutely fascinating...the way the mood is flat the whole way through...the lack of emotion...or music. There isnt much of a story or music but i adore it...as i said it fascinates me beyond words.
I am now going to watch American Beauty which is my absolute favourite movie ever! i adore everything about it! I adore thought provoking things! I could watch this film over and over and never get bored of it! It reduces me to tears everytime! I love the camera work and the way people talk. But most of all it makes me smile! a deep, meant smile!
I usually refrain from writing meaningful things about myself as i was taught as a child it signalled weakness. Well mother you arent right.. in fact i cant think of a time you have ever been right!
On a crazy note before i had something very strange happen to me! i was eating and watching tv (nothing abnormal or gross on the telly) and suddenly some revolting/disturbing thought ran through my head (i still have no idea what this thought was) and it made me physically wretch, i mean from the pit of my stomach wretch and food came back... my stomach still hurts now... i had a lump in my throat and i felt unnerved and dirty....am i going mad? insane? what??... and why now? why did i think summer would solve my problems...that they would magic away...i guess i was wrong
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Right food becons and puppy wants some lovin
Give the Button a ruffling and Demosthenes a prod
[Edited on Jun 16, 2004 3:27PM]