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Last night...great dream....will try to recall details...after work...gotta go.
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Work was fine...The dream...Last night I had 2 dreams...one sucked...the other gave me the best nights sleep Ive had in over a year.

It involved this girl...kinda short dark hair, beautifully sad eyes, nice dark skin, lip ring on one side to compliment the perfect smile, athletic and curvy...I guess the cliche 'the girl of my dreams' would apply here...ANYway...I dont remember how we met, but I do remeber that we recently met eachother...

We went down to the New Orleans lakefront...walked and talked...cuddled out on the breaker (a 12" wide concrete wall that sticks up about 6" out of the water and goes out about 100 feet out)...We went to my house (from Louisiana to Cali...how??)...we cooked dinner together...food fight, laughing, playful...we watched a movie in bed...I couldnt keep my eyes off of her, so I didnt see much of the movie...then cuddled all night...neither one of us was sleeping, but we were both pretending so as not to keep the other awake...I can still smell her hair, feel her warm skin against mine...she was just short enough so that we fit together perfectly...I was so relaxed and comfortable with her like that...I was afraid to let myself fall sleep...eventually I couldnt keep my eyes open any more...
the moment they closed...I woke up...she was gone, and my cat was asleep at my feet...

I wanted so much to go back to sleep and hope that she would still be there when I closed my eyes, but I had to get up and get ready for work...I thought about that dream all day...I want to sleep now just so I can hold her again, but my mind is still going a mile a minute.

I want her here now while I am awake...now...always...where are you?...I need to hold you again...I am happy and sad at the same time...I am tired and restless...I am cold, but I can feel my warmth radiating with ever heartbeat...I feel like there is something missing...