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So this was the view from my bedroom today. The building that looks like a boat is where I work.



I started my counselling last week, it was my second session today at 1 o'clock. Obviously I woke up to a phone call at 5 past asking if I was still coming... Anyway I got dressed and called a taxi and I was there being counselled as it were at quarter past. I'm still pretty skeptical about it. I feel like I'm supposed to talk about some deep-rooted problem from my past, but there isn't one. Co-incidentally, she also works with people who self-injure, so I'm making the most of that side, but whenever I get there, I just don't know what to say. I can talk about how I feel at the moment, but I don't feel like there's anything to get to the bottom of. And I don't know what that means about getting well. Unless it's something chemical, and that's all I can think. Nex appointment January.

I'm going to see my flatmastes band playing again tonight, always good. Check out their MySpace.

And I'm nearly done at work for Christmas. Got a few more small jobs to do over the next few days, but then I'll be having a couple of weeks off. Fuck knows what I'm going to do with it!! I've not really had much for a couple of years... Even last Christmas I only had a few days off, and I've spent all my time off abroad this year. What does one do with free time?

How is everyone doing?

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