Pretty weird to hear those words...
Especially when the person isn't joking...
And when they're a mental health professional...
So I had another assessment today, specifically to discuss the possibility of bipolar disorder. Ever since it became a possibilty in my head, I have basically had mixed feelings about being diagnosed (medication, therapy and support on the plus side; incurable mental health disorder and associated stigmas on the down side). When she said she thought that that's what it was, I realised that those mixed feelings were still exactly the same, except I'd never quite realised how serious it is. Anyway, I still haven't had a formal diagnosis yet, but I'm expecting a call by this time next week about the next step. Nothing ever happens quickly, does it?!
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That's about as articulate as I can be about it right now. More when I can express myself better.
Love and Peace.
xxxx
I got told after I was released from hospital from a doctor that it was highly likely I have a form of mental illness that I really hope I don't have. I don't like to think about it because it beats me up inside when I think about it. Just got to think that nothing is set in stone.
I hope things begin to look up for you soon. x