My first video blog as promised.
WARNING: It's a bit twisted... this might be triggering for anyone with an SI problem. Or a bit rubbish for squeamish people.
It's darker than I intended, but I made this when I was in a pretty shit mood to be honest. I don't want to give the impression I just sit on my own hating myself all the time... It's weird uploading it when I'm feeling a bit better but it's still a truthful film for a certain state of mind. Well I'll try to make a bit more of a positive one next time...
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EDIT: I also want to say that my self harm isn't exactly taking over my life, but I find SG pretty much the only place I can talk about it, even if it is aimless rambling, and I find that really helpful, so thankyou...
WARNING: It's a bit twisted... this might be triggering for anyone with an SI problem. Or a bit rubbish for squeamish people.
It's darker than I intended, but I made this when I was in a pretty shit mood to be honest. I don't want to give the impression I just sit on my own hating myself all the time... It's weird uploading it when I'm feeling a bit better but it's still a truthful film for a certain state of mind. Well I'll try to make a bit more of a positive one next time...
xxxx
EDIT: I also want to say that my self harm isn't exactly taking over my life, but I find SG pretty much the only place I can talk about it, even if it is aimless rambling, and I find that really helpful, so thankyou...