It didn't last long, but I just had a very interesting conversation with my mom in regards to happiness, and how she doesn't think a friend of mine is happy, or healthy for that fact.
I'm a bit concerned for her (my friend, not my mom). And all I want for her is to be happy. Her happy makes me happy, but her settling doesn't sit will with me. We talked earlier while we swam, and conversation at that time was of interest as well...
There's a difference between being happy, and being happy with the idea of being happy. Part of me feels as though she might be more caught up in the idea? Or maybe I have it all wrong. Maybe she's the leading example of happiness, and I should take note? I'm leaning hard towards no.
I am happy - although some days may seem like I'm not, in general I am. I want her to feel the same.
In other news of the world, my CT scan came back clear. I'm on daily migraine medicine because I'm just that cool. And for when I do get a migraine, I have a stronger medicine to try to knock it down. I can't take over the counter anything now, so says my doctor, when it comes to headaches. I have feeling on the right side of my face now, and muscle control feels like it's back to normal.
That's about it for now. I'm going to head to bed and cuddle with my pillow and dream of you and how you
make me happy.
bon soir.
I'm a bit concerned for her (my friend, not my mom). And all I want for her is to be happy. Her happy makes me happy, but her settling doesn't sit will with me. We talked earlier while we swam, and conversation at that time was of interest as well...
There's a difference between being happy, and being happy with the idea of being happy. Part of me feels as though she might be more caught up in the idea? Or maybe I have it all wrong. Maybe she's the leading example of happiness, and I should take note? I'm leaning hard towards no.
I am happy - although some days may seem like I'm not, in general I am. I want her to feel the same.
In other news of the world, my CT scan came back clear. I'm on daily migraine medicine because I'm just that cool. And for when I do get a migraine, I have a stronger medicine to try to knock it down. I can't take over the counter anything now, so says my doctor, when it comes to headaches. I have feeling on the right side of my face now, and muscle control feels like it's back to normal.
That's about it for now. I'm going to head to bed and cuddle with my pillow and dream of you and how you
make me happy.
bon soir.
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photojournalist:
I get migraines if I am out in the sun for too long. I feel your pain. a good massage always helps so find yourself a boy or girl who's hands can melt away your migraines.
evangelin:
The best we can do is love the ones we love as they are-it's harder said than done and I knpw exactly where you are on that issue, but at the end of the day you can be honest and loyal but our friends are going to make their own choices irregardless of the f'ing brick wall they are about to walk face first into....Oh my 
silly little outburst
Our worries only make US sick and changes nothing!!!
silly little outburst Our worries only make US sick and changes nothing!!!