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No more alcohol.... Ugh. I need to quit working in a bar Even if I don't want to drink, people will order shots for me. I remember some ...some, of Saturday. Between the shots & Xanax, I check out... just black out completely. Every time I drink, it gets worse. I've spent all of Sunday recovering. I still feel like poop. At least I didn't drive. I'm not an alcohol guy. It doesn't agree with me. Me drunk is like watching an old Bill Hicks video of him drunk, which I have on DVD but can't find on YouTube. That's probably because people love him & his memory enough not to put it out there. Basically he was a drunk with a microphone & I relate to that very much right now. I'll leave a real blog when I mentally get it back together. Until then, I'll leave you with some Bill.

The man, Bill Hicks R.I.P.







I'm going back to bed. zzZZZZzzZZzZzz