So last night i went out to elcajon with drewvis , to pick up some stuff that is left over at his uncles house . the bad part of all this is his uncle dies a few weeks ago . so we are in this big empty house gathering up this sofa & bed , and it was almost overwhelming . everything had already been cleaned up and fixed up nice , and there wasnt much of a trace that this exciting interesting fun old man lived here . it made me kind of nervous . so i get myself together and start to feel pretty level and as we are leaving i see this cool trellis & japanese bambo fountain . I say " hey , thats pretty cool . . . what a nice little touch . " and andrew says " yeah he was having that built when he died . . . " and then I feel all gross again . . .