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Thursday Dec 26, 2002

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so...
in discussing career and life changes and my current lack of desire to be responsible for creative content, i was asked an interesting question last night, which was,
"how do you deal with the ego?", this in relation to me not doing rock music currently, instead opting for managerial and producing duties in music video production.
in all honestly, this career change has just as much dangeling carot of ego satiation as rock music did, you just may not get laid as easily or as much. but im 33, and just want to make money now.
i have'nt thrown in the rock music towel, just taking a break, and working in the safety and isolation of my macintosh.

this being said, how do you like to have your ego fed? or are you really actually free from that need? or even better. are you free from the strains of painful self awarness?
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whippingboy:
My God... to be free from the strains of painful self awareness. That would make me happy like the village idiot.

My ego is fed by beautiful women. I am a junky in that regard.

As for your question w/re: HKM I didn't know if I should respond on that page so I'll do it here. My biggest HKM contacts moved over to FUEL in Santa Monica and have since moved on to software and other high tech stuff. So, in short, no. Sorry. But I too may still have someone over at Blackdog if you want me to look into that.
Dec 26, 2002
johncocktoastin:
don't be sorry...
Dec 26, 2002

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