_michael

ok..here is my theory...
canadian pop stars, are placing subliminal messages in their music, convincing texas mothers to kill their children.

i had mentioned this in my LJ..
its not a cry for help..
its a feeling, i get..
it passes...
usually coincides with the absence of white sugar in my life....
but.....
id like to mainline a chocolate heroin cum fuck right now.

im starting to be convinced that devil babies are being born in texas.

im convinced my therapist does'nt like me...
and its created this thing where im gonna keep going until he does..and when he does i know all my compulsions will be eliminated.
in the meantime, he uped my dosage on celexa,
and said i could take wellbutrin with it...i wanta quite smoking.
im curious about the combo, cause the celexa kinda meallows me out and wellbutrins...
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first of all, the sun machine is coming down and were gonna have a party uh huh aaa.....

i love european women....
they never find me funny. they generally dont like woody allen, and find nuerotic, self depricating , obsessive complusive guys like me unattractive and annoying.
the europeans are such moderates...
they never get the comedic value of drug addiction, and eating disorders, or...
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i got an i pod..
the 15 gig, it was birthday present.
and now that there is a format that allows me to skip across a huge library of music, and media that does'nt scratch, warp or break, i am a music consumer again. yes i bought cd's today that i owned the original vinyl of, and some new stuff..
even bit the bullet and...
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earplug...has disapeared upon my recieving an almost disturbing amount of music and a sweet note he mailed me, anyone have his e-mail??
i think ive learend more about math rock in the past 12 hours than i have in the past 12 years.

Mice parade.
Us Maple, stand out..
and now finally i have some boredomes in my collection as opposed to just saying im...
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im switching corporate coffee sponsers....

so...in the course of this crazy month, the ATM at the bank did not REMIND ME to take my card out of the machine, after i pulled my cash out and ran to my car that was doubled parked...
so i cancelled the card...
and sg cancelled me.
so yesterday, im bored on set, and i trigger my aim on my celll phone, cause i...
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16 day in a row working....
im not good with plants.

im sipping coffee from my nice big coffee bean and tea leaf mug that was a gift from a very thoughtful sger trying to get me to switch corporate coffee sponsors.....
thinking about it....


bowie's "sweet thing" makes me feel that pretentious german artist gay..or better yet, like im a young german boy, being seduced by the older german painter, who entices me by appealing...
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look at mama theres a white boat comin up the river.