_lauren_

I hear the sonic sound of brakes
as you whisper in my ear
I hold your head
between my sweaty hands
and shout loud for all to hear . . .

I smell gasoline
and I feel the heat
as we make love
standing up
in the alley behind your street . . .

*muffled laughter*

woo
finished moving out
cut my hands up pretty bad
carrying boxes and stuff
i ache *everywhere*
can't wait to have a bath

and relax for a week
then i start moving in to my new place
yay
great weather today too
feeling happy

ugh
my mom helped me move a bunch of stuff today
it sucked
my dad was gonna swing by later and pick some more stuff up but he cant cause he had to work
blow
that means loads of trips tomorrow
grrrrrrr


and to make things even better
i have either low blood pressure
or not enough iron in my blood
and everytime i stand...
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geez ...
okay
so i wake up
look outta the window
and it is totally foggy

it was really warm yesterday
we have the most confusing weather

i actually like it when its foggy
i'm strange
hehe

i don't want to live forever
i want to die a beautiful death

i gotta get the hell out of this town
everybody's looking upside down

everybody here is looking for the same pain
it really seems like nothing ever changes

i don't care
i just want to die pretty

yeah
i feel rough

yay
no college for 3 weeks!!!

i'm a hit back person
you fuck with me
i'll fuck with you back

edited most out cause i sounded crazy

should i change my profile pic?
or should i leave it like this?

i dunno

dead baby jokes = tasteful

how do you get 1000 dead babies into a phone booth?
a blender.

how do you get them out?
nachos.

what's the difference between...
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yay
i get the keys to my new place at the end of next week
i'm so excited
i've just been looking at funiture and stuff

i'm not getting a new bed thou cause i have this king sized one which is sooooooo comfy
its coming with me
hehehe

so soon as i get the keys my dad and his mate are gonna start decorating...
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ick
i'm tired
another crazy day tomorrow
i hate crazy days
i just wanna stay inside
but then i guess i'd be bord

how would you entertain me?