_lauren_

i'm so much happier now than i was this time last year.
in every way possible.

it's getting close to the end of the year and that's always a good time to reflect over the past 12 months.

i won't go into it too much cause here isn't the place but the only thing i regret is getting into a ridiculous, doomed, rebound 'relationship'. it still makes me laugh how people just completely bought one persons story.
there was plenty i could've said. plenty. but i'm glad i just kept my mouth shut.
when it comes down to it that whole thing isn't even worth a footnote in my life story.
infact that's the most i've ever said about it.

i also learnt that a lot of people are two faced hypocrites. you'd be suprised who.
the word sycophant springs to mind too.
i couldn't be happier to have so many people out of my life.

in the past year i've done my fair share of stumbling but that's all over now.
i'm really looking forward to 2008, it holds many awesome things.

i've cancelled my membership to sg. it use to be fun but i'm just not an internet person.
when i've finished this i'm going to delete my livejournal account too.

saturday night was fun. nic had two gigs so we were pretty much out all day. there was lots of dancing with my wife and i discovered that my hands are too small to be able to carry two full glasses of wine and a bottle of wine at the same time! half of a glass of wine was spilt. oops.
i love watching nic play. it makes me melt inside. i love that boy so much and i'm in awe of his mad talent.

i have a glass of pink wine waiting for me.

take it easy kids.