"Yeah, I'm going off of the deep end.
I'm slowly losing my mind.
And I disagree with the way that I'm living
cause I just can't hold myself in line"
Something just hasn't felt right the past couple of days. And the more I try to put my finger on exactly what it is the more it eludes me.
*sigh
I fear sitting here listening to depressing songs isn't really helping.
I think I need a cuddle!
"Speaking of exwifes, this is called almost instant karma
I know you want to be my almost instant karma
I know you want to be the one that made me pay
I know you think you are the one that made me break
I was broken when you met me,
I'm finding pieces every day.
I know you want to be my almost nervous breakdown
I know you want to be the girl that got away
I know think you are the one that made me crazy
Made me loose my mind?
I think you better get in line.
I know you want to be my 'wish I never met you'
I know you want to be the girl that made me cry
I know you think you are the reason I can't sleep at night
I wish I was that simple,
I've been like this for my whole life.
I hope some day you'll see me as I really am.
A really stupid man.
I tried to be just what you wanted me to be.
Yeah I lied to you
I played the part
Yeah you fell for the man that broke his own heart.
I know you want to be my almost instant karma.
I know deep down you really want to punish me for the way I use to be.
I don't blame you for being angry,
I treated you bad
You wasted time
You tried too hard
Yeah you fell for the man that broke his own heart.
I'm the man that broke his own heart."
I'm going to get the text 'almost instant karma' tattooed on me at some point.
I just can't decide where. It can wait till after my snake and apple tattoo anyway.
I really should try and sleep. I drank 5 cans of red bull.
sad stuff
I'm slowly losing my mind.
And I disagree with the way that I'm living
cause I just can't hold myself in line"
Something just hasn't felt right the past couple of days. And the more I try to put my finger on exactly what it is the more it eludes me.
*sigh
I fear sitting here listening to depressing songs isn't really helping.
I think I need a cuddle!
"Speaking of exwifes, this is called almost instant karma
I know you want to be my almost instant karma
I know you want to be the one that made me pay
I know you think you are the one that made me break
I was broken when you met me,
I'm finding pieces every day.
I know you want to be my almost nervous breakdown
I know you want to be the girl that got away
I know think you are the one that made me crazy
Made me loose my mind?
I think you better get in line.
I know you want to be my 'wish I never met you'
I know you want to be the girl that made me cry
I know you think you are the reason I can't sleep at night
I wish I was that simple,
I've been like this for my whole life.
I hope some day you'll see me as I really am.
A really stupid man.
I tried to be just what you wanted me to be.
Yeah I lied to you
I played the part
Yeah you fell for the man that broke his own heart.
I know you want to be my almost instant karma.
I know deep down you really want to punish me for the way I use to be.
I don't blame you for being angry,
I treated you bad
You wasted time
You tried too hard
Yeah you fell for the man that broke his own heart.
I'm the man that broke his own heart."
I'm going to get the text 'almost instant karma' tattooed on me at some point.
I just can't decide where. It can wait till after my snake and apple tattoo anyway.
I really should try and sleep. I drank 5 cans of red bull.
sad stuff
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How crappy are those days? Red wine tends to be my fix for them
I think I pretty much share your mood at the moment, although deep down I think I know where it comes from.
On the subject of cuddles, a few of us were talking the other day, and we decided that everybody should get an allocated cuddle buddy to help you thru the months of October to March. Just so you've always got someone to hug you when its all cold and grey outside. It's totally make the world a better place.