Hey lovers!
I hope life is treating you well.
First things first, my debut set is out on MR so i'd love to receive some feedback!
The truth is that the past couple of months were not that nice for me. Nothing bad happened. I just was lost in my thoughts, kind of antisocial and not that creative. So yeah, i'll pretend that these months never existed.
Anyway, let's move to the good news!
I was in Hamburg the past weekend and it was perfekt! I met my friends after a long time, we went to my favourite rockabilly bar and i hugged my favourite director Bruce laBruce!!
He had a screening in Hamburg and he was there! He is so nice and i think that currently he is my mainly inspiration. He mostly does low badged films about sex and politics full of porn scenes. So yeah, he is an inspiration for sure.
Unfortunately I was too shy to take a photo with him. The hug was enough to make my hands shake for the next half hour.
Pointless to say that i loved his new film.
Last but not least, I had my second photoshoot with a friend of mine. I haven't submitted it yet cause she need to edit the photos first, so i'd rather not post any preview today. But at least you can see my profile pic and share my enthusiasm <3 can't wait to see the feedback about it! The result is better than i could ever imagine.
I hope my staying in Athens will bring me back my inspiration. I feel so lost these days. I can't draw, write, paint, do anything. Everything seems so pointless for some reason. I feel that the world is moving forward while I'm staying still.
So i need to go to my safe place to finally RELAX and eat some grandmas food. I'm constantly in stress for nada.
I am thinking of searching for some tattoos seminar. It's something that I love and I do already draw. But I hate needles and blood so i'm curious to see how this will turn out. Although I can easily imagine myself doing something like that professionally in the future.
I'd also love to find some place to work voluntary with kids, elderly people or people with special needs. I don't know if i am able to do this since i am living in germany which means that i'll have to use the language doing that, but i'm thinking positive. I wanted to do that for long now but this Greece- Germany - Anywhere traveling thing didn't help me to concentrate.
And since my studies are not that strickt it would be a great opportunity spending my time like that. I'm sure that "working" with people in such a way will bring me and them much.
Do you also face these problems? Finding hard to create or receive inspiration? And if so what do you do against it? Is it better to do silly stuff just for exercising or better give yourself a little bit of time to think? I'd love to receive some advices. This whole thing drives me crazy.
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