one day, in the not so distant future, I will open the door and walk through and never look back at the mess I've left.
love,
K
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one day, in the not so distant future, I will open the door and walk through and never look back at the mess I've left.
love,
K
Poison
A glass
of black hatred
thick
like molasses
dripping slowly
malevolently
poison
in your mouth
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devilsmistress:
that's beautiful
haunting
woke a sleeping demon, slipped his whisper in my ear
haunting
woke a sleeping demon, slipped his whisper in my ear
ativan101:
Good Luck Hon!!!!! 
Dim the lights;
give me
a full~body massage...
or submerge me
in a whirlpool ~
hot bubbling liquid
to renew my senses.
This world is too...
emotional.
Too disturbed
and disturbing.
Destroying
whats left
of me.
I need
to
Escape!
give me
a full~body massage...
or submerge me
in a whirlpool ~
hot bubbling liquid
to renew my senses.
This world is too...
emotional.
Too disturbed
and disturbing.
Destroying
whats left
of me.
I need
to
Escape!
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ativan101:
K~
Pictures 1~3, which do you like the best.........I need an opinion soon or I'll order all three pair!!!!! HELP!!!!!
Pictures 1~3, which do you like the best.........I need an opinion soon or I'll order all three pair!!!!! HELP!!!!!
ativan101:
Yes, I indeed need therapy of some sort..............I'm actually sitting here @ my desk w/ my Neiman's card doing everything possible not to order these shoes.
By the way, you have great taste my friend.......#1 are the pair I really really want..........!!!!!
I like a man who likes good shoes!!!!!! 
Ok, that didn't distract me long enough!!!! 
I put you in my address book to stay intouch. I don't know when this membership ends....I joined on the 25th of Dec. so I'm assuming today is it.......we'll see!!!!!!!
Okay, now I'm breaking into a cold sweat.......I need to get away from this computer before I start ordering stuff & do some serious damage here!!!!!
Bye luv~
By the way, you have great taste my friend.......#1 are the pair I really really want..........!!!!!
I like a man who likes good shoes!!!!!! Ok, that didn't distract me long enough!!!!
I put you in my address book to stay intouch. I don't know when this membership ends....I joined on the 25th of Dec. so I'm assuming today is it.......we'll see!!!!!!!
Okay, now I'm breaking into a cold sweat.......I need to get away from this computer before I start ordering stuff & do some serious damage here!!!!!
Bye luv~
it's friday. finally
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ativan101:
Yeah, I've been here all this time....but in the chatroom. Sorry.....are you in Cali?
ativan101:
1:08EST.........10:08PST............did ya make there yet? Geeeeeeez!!!!! I'm getting sick K.......think it's the flu! 
No one to take care of me.......I might go home tomorrow & infect the rest of my friends & family!!!!!
No one to take care of me.......I might go home tomorrow & infect the rest of my friends & family!!!!!
I'll be leaving to Cali by the end of next month.
what else? I'm buying a laptop tomorrow .
I've been drinking a little too much . I'm not a huge drinker anymore so too much could be a half a glass
and with that I will say good night!
what else? I'm buying a laptop tomorrow .
I've been drinking a little too much . I'm not a huge drinker anymore so too much could be a half a glass
and with that I will say good night!
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ativan101:
Heah, tell me what day of the week is good for you? Are Tuesday's okay? Or are the weekends better? Get back to me on this befor I have to uggg 
go to Brooklyn & kick your ass!!!!!!
go to Brooklyn & kick your ass!!!!!!
ativan101:
Night K~ maybe I'll actually sleep tonight 
.........take care luv~
.........take care luv~
I've made the decision to leave the lovely N Y of C! It wasn't easy. I've been here for 2 years and I've grown to love this place but as of late things haven't been working out so well for me so I'm heading back west. I've been kind of in limbo about this for a few months and last night came to my decision....
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mr_ruckus:
See,I'm the opposite. I'm a lifelong BKLYN kid and although I love visiting other places,I will NEVER feel comfortable anywhere else!
ativan101:
That joke was funny as hell, huh? My friend Holly sent it to me @ work & I started crying/laughing while sitting @ my work space.(my co-worker officially think I'm insane!) So, I had to put it up for everyone to read!!!!!
Yeah, some SG member called me a BITCH, which I am.......but, he only thinks that because he's too ignorant to understand how to be PC!!!! Fuck em........then one of his boys had to leave a comment too!!!!
So, what have you been up to sexy?
When ya moving? I have to be at my new job on 2/11 but, I doubt I'll have my stuff outta here by then! Like it says in my profile I'm a procrastinator! I'll move my shit out when I'm good & ready!!!!!
Sorry, I've been in a crazy mood for the past few hours!!!! By the way, I missed ya!!!
Yeah, some SG member called me a BITCH, which I am.......but, he only thinks that because he's too ignorant to understand how to be PC!!!! Fuck em........then one of his boys had to leave a comment too!!!!
So, what have you been up to sexy?
When ya moving? I have to be at my new job on 2/11 but, I doubt I'll have my stuff outta here by then! Like it says in my profile I'm a procrastinator!
I'll move my shit out when I'm good & ready!!!!!
Sorry, I've been in a crazy mood for the past few hours!!!! By the way, I missed ya!!!
I miss you girls too
I went upstate to see my bro and got stuck out here....
At least he's letting me use his computer today. He's kind of a dick like that. He's like a 4 year old when it comes to sharing...
I'll be back home tomorrow.
There's no place like home!
I went upstate to see my bro and got stuck out here....
At least he's letting me use his computer today. He's kind of a dick like that. He's like a 4 year old when it comes to sharing...
I'll be back home tomorrow.
There's no place like home!
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tigress:
where are you ?
ativan101:
Heard you're moving.......where are you off to?
If I get my wish granted, I'll be moving to Ct. & working there doing the same thing I'm doing now.....just away from this crazy ass city & closer to my family & friends!!!!!!!
If I get my wish granted, I'll be moving to Ct. & working there doing the same thing I'm doing now.....just away from this crazy ass city & closer to my family & friends!!!!!!!
I'm off to see some friends. and I'll be back here Monday....
Have a fun and great rest of weekend!
Have a fun and great rest of weekend!
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ativan101:
I MISS YOU K!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MISS YOU K!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tigress:
I miss you too!
I went out with a local member last night. Her date ditched her (what an idiot) First we had a two hour conversation before deciding to hang out at a bar. Thankfully I'm not a huge drinker because she is Last night was the most fun I've had in a long while. She really is fun and exciting and great to talk to.
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First we had a two hour conversation before deciding to hang out at a bar. Thankfully I'm not a huge drinker because she is Last night was the most fun I've had in a long while. She really is fun and exciting and great to talk to.
We get...
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angelvanilla:
Sound's like an interesting night you had.
ativan101:
Heah, word on the street is you're quite the looker............................
Another update....I don't think I've updated this thing so much. I guess now that some people seem to actually have some genuine interest in knowing what's going on in my life (thanks ) I'll update more.
Insomnia is just robbing me of my sanity. I slept for 2 hours which is a start I guess I'm desperately seeking a solution though. This shit is killing...
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Insomnia is just robbing me of my sanity. I slept for 2 hours which is a start I guess
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tigress:
So how did the night go? I tried to explain it from my drunken point of view but details are kind of fuzzy to me.
silencenoir:
Want me to knock you out, so you can actually sleep? teehee. Of course I'm kidding. Insomnia sucks
Ive been having reacurring dreams too, very annoying. What are yours about?
Hope you had a good weekend, considering you had almost no sleep.
teehee. Of course I'm kidding. Insomnia sucks
Ive been having reacurring dreams too, very annoying. What are yours about?
Hope you had a good weekend, considering you had almost no sleep.
Unfortunately, I'm still here because they charged me for a renewal on the same day I cancelled.....so, my membership ends on 2/28......& I'm defintely NOT renewing!!!!!! I'm done.................!
The movers come on Thursday & my last day @ work in the city is next Friday & I'm heading outta here to Connecticut. CAN'T WAIT!!!!!
Listen Take Care Of You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BIG HUG.....................